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I hate doing it
it stings
it's hard to hide
it hurts
it fucking hurts
it's a pain in the ass
it's embarrassing
it's gross
it looks bad
I disappoint people when I do it
there's nothing good of it
I hate doing it
I hate planning to do it
I hate how it feels after
everything about it sucks
but I keep reaching for it
for something sharp
over and over
my entire right forearm is covered
it's gross
I don't like this
but I can't stop
one more drop
I won't stop until I see blood
stop

muhkickass

@muhkickass

16. quirky. trying to stay positive.

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darling, I love you. it's hard to help you when I'm so far away. but please try to find someone you trust who will help. for me? for everyone? never mind that, for yourself.

@plasticcourage I guess

@bataatti I mean no one gives a shit. I don't think it's that bad. I mean I'm not going to kill myself so I think it's okay if I fuck my arm up a little here and there

I care

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