Sickly Twisted
The emptiness. A hollowing darkness. Slowly creeping. Soaking and seeping. Destroying love. A slight shove. A battle. The loser on a mantle. A crooked smile. Something sinister and vile. Empty eyes.
"If we do not plant knowledge when young, it will give us no shade when old." —Lord Chesterfield
The emptiness. A hollowing darkness. Slowly creeping. Soaking and seeping. Destroying love. A slight shove. A battle. The loser on a mantle. A crooked smile. Something sinister and vile. Empty eyes.
I'm not afraid to go. When the end comes. A journey I have been through. It's time for me to go. A heart breaking goodbye. A lonely road traveled by one. On a lonely night when I fade away.
Not everyone is gunna say your beautiful. A dick or a bitch will only shit you. But that because your better than them. Imma friend and let me tell you something.
Sometimes you gotta let go, turn around, and say goodbye to see the changes..
Sweet fragrance. Melodious sounds. Dew-covered land. Array of animals. The night is young. Sing now. To the sky gods. Praise their beauty. A million fireflies. Light up the night-sky.
A pen and paper. Words in my head. Hours sitting there. And not a single. Word written. I'm losing it. My mind is dulling. Loosing its shape. My imagination. Lost its color. Seeping from my heart.
Twinkle twinkle little heart, How I wonder where you are, Full of light shining bright, Like a beacon in the dark.
Costume time Who's which. Flip a dime To see if your the bee. Make up on In disguise For the full moon. Capes are long Flowing in the Winds song. Colorful wigs are worn A scary thing is born.
It's time to dress-up Looking like goblins from the grave. Or Dracula servants who wish to take your blood. Small monster and Princesses walk up and down the streets.
Roses are red. Their petals litter the bed. A trail leading from the door. All the way to the morgue. They swirl in the wind. As you've lost your mind. Scattered all around. Your coffin bound.
Rain rain. Come again. Don't you ever leave me. If you go. I will cry. Seeping down. Droplets fall. Roses bloom. Ruby red. Rain rain. I need you. Wash the pain. Cleanse my soul. Come again.
Just once. I'd like to see you smile. To take the time. And laugh. Just once. To put the work away. No more stress. Just relax. Just once. Can you be content. And love me. For me. Just once.
A drop of sadness. To lose the mess. One you created. To show me you hated. A drop of pain. To wash your vain. When will you understand. I don't need a macho man. A river of blood.
The love divine Is no simple wine The love divine Is a game of mine The love divine It is no ordinary sign The love divine Is a treasure to behold This love grows old But never does it weaken A true...
These games you play. Leave me in a drunken daze. Falling from a mysterious haze. I hope one day. You get what you deserve. There is no curve. When you wanna fight. Don't lose your might.
Me and I We are the same Yet so different The same mind Yet we think apart How can this be.
Clasp our hands together. Round and round the pot we go. Chant chant past the mornings time. Watch the flicker. Of our witches candle. Raise our hands still locked together. Raise our voice.
Dim the lights,. Kiss me goodnight,. Hug my waist,. Don't leave like mist,. Tell me you love me,. Can't you see,. I'm all alone,. The only one home,. Don't leave yet,. Stay when the sun sets,.
Snow White feathers. Amber eyes watchful. Black speckles mark it's body. Talons grip the bark. Anticipation making them dig in. Feathers ruffle in the frigid breeze. Her beak is razor sharp.
When words are said. I'm lost. In a dreadful haze. I cannot concentrate. My eyes become unfocused. I can't hear what they say. In my head. I'm lost to an abyss. Swallowed whole. Mercy lost upon lips.
Fire burns bright in her eyes. Her hair fiery molten red. Her steps are graceful. As her gown flows. Her heart shines bright. A raging inferno. Amber red eyes search. A missing artifact has gone.
A sweet symphony. One that blows in the trees. The shush of the grasses blades. A soothing tune. Like water trickling in a stream. A small breeze through my hair. The sea salt in the air.
The sun shines bright. But my way is clouded. There's so much love. All of it avoids my heart. Arrows fly and hit their target. My heart can't leak tears anymore. There's so much pain.
Like the seasons. You come and go. Like the breeze. You soothe with a touch. Like the sun. You shine bright. Like the stars. You lead the way. Like a bee. You soon leave me. For another pretty flower.
The sun is hiding. The moon is shining. The sky blue. Now turns black. The stars whimper. Afraid of what they see. It is the month. The month of all scare. And no love. The time to dance on graves.
I am sad. Yes I am. Do not tell me to smile. I am frowning for a reason. My heart is heavy. Full of rocks. Glass in my throat. Ripping and tearing. My muscles are jelly. Quivering and shaking.
He was a great boy yet his time ran out. He was happiness itself. A smile always on his face. He was a safari child. Always on the look out for dangerous animals. He never grew old of the world.
Autumns touch. Fades the colors. Seep into my hands. Your beauty leaks. Wither and die. Sleep underground. Autumns touch. Brings new colors. Browns and reds. A neutral picture. Slowly falling.
I'm ranked 69!. What a bad number for a good girl. I'm not like that. That number should be gone. I'm laughing to myself. I'm being childish. I cannot help. It is funny isn't it. My morning laugh.
Slowly creeping. On the horizon. Following the sun. Turning light. Into darkness. A new time. A new world unseen. Deadly creatures come. Glowing flowers bloom. I'm the dead of night.
I am stronger. I am braver. A child still. Among a sea of adults. My will is unbreakable. My wisdom is small. My foolishness great. But I shall overcome. All your hate and criticism.
Secrets keep you thinking. Let play charades. Guess my thing. Lets see you try. How may strikes will I give. 2 or 3. Pick a card. Let me guess. Did I get it right. No, well it was a try.
Covered with dust I weep and sneeze How could you I'm not alone though There are many others Here they weep too Under your bed In your closest Behind your dresser Left in a forgotten place I...
The screams of sinners. High and shrill. Their souls darkened. Dance on the walls. Their hands reach out. Hoping to escape their hell. But shackled at the ankles. They cannot escape.
She stalks her prey,. easing every closer. Her tail flicks from side to side. Waiting to pounce. Her eyes watch steadily. Amber saucers that never blink. Her tawny hide. Is unseen in the golden grass.
The song is sung. Releasing my heart. The chains have broken. I'm set free. By your lovely voice. I'm not going to forget. Thank you dear. For letting me loose. Thank you times a billion.
Silver lining Dazzling blue eyes Straight raven hair Lush soft pink lips Skin a cream complexion A full and fit body She wears a nude dress Matching her bronze skin tone Her smile devious and...
Hot and steamy. A river of heat. Leaving me shaken. Grasping your hair. My only anchor. In this churning storm. My screams of pleasure. Only ignite you more. No mercy. As my back arches.
Blue and green. Bruises and scars. Red and raw. Let it flow. Pain and stars. This world is fading. Silent and still. Their words hurt. Tears and hate. They made me do this. Dizzy and sick.
#emotions #fear The freezing breeze Runs its cold fingers up my back Sending shivers through me The night wishes to engulf me whole And lose me in its bottomless pit My heart pounding And palms...
So simple a question yet I cannot answer. Why must I have to think logically. Why not it be simple and put into a equation. But no, I have to think outside the box.
Careening through the stars Land topside in a new world Hearts fly around my head My heart in a stutter My mind on one goal How can this be?.
Raven black hair flows in the nights breeze. Purple silk cloth clings loosely. A crown sits on her forehead. A red gem in the center. Curved around in gold. Intertwining into her hair.
Tick Tock, The clocks are chiming Tick Tock, Your time is ending Tick Tock, Don't close your eyes Tick Tock, Don't fall asleep Tick Tock, Can you hear me Tick Tock, Your next might be your...
Who am I. I am I. Who are ye. Ye are ye. Now stand down. Bow thy head. A silent prayer. A divine wish. A positive charge. Enwrapped in silver. Soaring past the clouds. To the hands of His.
Believing I am true. It's worth the outcome. Hoping I'm in lucks arms. It's not so bad. Loving everything there is. Its amazing how theres many. Keeping faith in things.
Wrinkle and crease Fold and stitch Make it new again Lovely cloth unwrap Twist around her now And make her shine Twirl for me dear A spin here and there Are you pleased Or is it to your distaste.
Blurred and missing. Hidden and masked. Unseen and shadowed. Slowly creeping. Silent steps taken. Breath held. Fingers crossed. Submerged and gone. A ghost in fog. Icy breath exhaled.
You are more More Than I can ever say You are faith Faith Is your being You are love Love That can withstand any storm You are a savior Savior Who shines with mercy You are almighty Almighty I...
You see. I am not ugly nor a beauty. I do not have a black cat. Nor do I have a flying broom. My house is big. Even spooky at times. My maid is creepy. But she is foreign. No bats in my house.
I'm right here. Where are you. I know my place. Do you. I'm talking. Are you listening. I'm hearing. Are you talking. I'm believing. Can you. We are the same. Humans alike. My mind is mine.
This place. A magical thing. Black sand. And violet clear waters. Soft leaves and. Tall tree. Different animals. A wild and natural fragrance. Of wild flowers. And sea water. The birds cry.
If I wrote you love note. Would you laugh. What if I sung you a song. Would you smile. If I told you I love you. Would you join me. If I wrote a symphony for you. Would you want me.
They are words strung together. Into a melody that captures attention. They are gripping and emotional. They are steamy and sad. They are thoughts that must be written. They are read by strangers.
Chapter 2 "I sure as hell hoped I didn't," I grumbled masking my rising fear. Since he was on my back did that mean Greg was dead?And how am I gonna get out of this.
Fix and mend Love and tend The pedal begins to move As the memories unfold A movie that plays on and on Wake yourself now It's time to move on Take a look back Can you walk ahead Or must you turn...
Precious & Few. Forever Mine. You'll Be The One I Love Most. Always True & Never False. Always A Wall For Me To Sag Against. Experience That Will Help. And Love That Will Never Die. A Bond So Strong.
Sleek and stylish. Dress in ruby red. Hair midnight violet. Long and silky. Eyes a deep soft blue. Lips creamy pink. Face flushed slightly. Her name is Deception. She is the temptress.
Butterfly take the pain. Land on my finger and fly away. Your paper thin wings carry my weight. Butterfly take the pain. Land on my finger and fly away. Warm my frozen heart. Butterfly fly away.
Mist shields my path. I'm lost in this haze. Spinning in circles. I just get lost. Everything looks the same. Drowned in my delirium. I'm caught in my own trap. Mistakenly I took them.
Summer nights outside In a tank and shorts Laying down on the grass Staring up at the stars Connecting them together A campsite in the woods Logs around the fire Marshmallows toasting on...
A picture A video A movie All take a moment And freeze or replay it Captured thoughts That can't be read The same feelings Over and over An acting session That won't stop These hold...
Willow willow tree. Your hairlike branches sway. Tickling my nose. And making me sneeze. Willow willow tree. Your soft rasping. As your branches touch. Are a lullaby to my ears. Willow willow tree.
The ocean is a massive storm churning. My army shifts from foot to foot in anticipation. Like the ocean rumbles. I roar my battle cry. As the waves hit the cliff. My army charges to meets our enemies.
Sometimes I'm not perfect. Sometimes I'm broken. Does that make me different. Can I reach the goals I make. If you use criticism on me. Can I ever go beyond the stars with you.
A way of life. On top a plateau. The wind flowing freely. As the eagle soars them. It piercing cry. Echoes through the night. Joined by the jackal. Whose lonely nights. Are filled with scavenging.
Hot summer days. Sweat drips. And not a cloud in sight. A glass of lemonade. Make it cold. With five ice cubes. A slice of watermelon. And chile powder on the side. Sandals on my feet.
I am me. That's all I'll ever be. Nothing much. And nothing more. I'm not a lot to take in. I'm a average person. As you can say. But look beyond features. And I'm a mystery. A jungle unexplored.
Feel the cool drops. As they touch our skin. How they dampen our clothes. And make them stick. Refreshing drops of water fall. From heavy clouds who wait to burst. See before you feel.
Outside the crickets chirp. The grass has dew. The moon shines as a half crescent. A circle shimmering around it. The stars shine brighter than before. Constellations come to life.
I'm always gonna watch you. From the window. As you twirl around in the fall afternoon. I'm always gonna love your smile. How it seems a lights been left on. In your eyes it not dull.
My once safe haven now a jail. Myself in a jam. For the wrong words spoken. He was charming. He treated me well. Now he's my jailer. A robot to do his bidding. Im programmed differently. I am myself.
You grow for one purpose. To thrive. You have one water and light source. That's all you need. About twenty feet down you plant your roots. To keep you down. You bend with the wind. So you won't snap.
Starting at this pebbled path. Many stones with options. Must be walked over. Left and right the branches sway. Giving glimpses of love ones. Who try to come.
Twirling with no care. Dancing right now. Watching as the leaves fall. Brown, red, and yellow. My hair down. I stare past the baring branches. Up into the brilliant blue sky. Not a cloud in sight.
"Take things as they are. Punch when you have to punch. Kick when you have to kick." --Bruce Lee--.
Tears glisten like clear crystal. The air is heavy. And the atmosphere is sorrowful. My heart is shattering every minute. I see the coffin. White color with gold trimming. Food on the sides.
Making a fuss Over every little Thing Her laughter always Eases my mind Rather than Sound annoying.
Lil boat in the river. Lil boat all colored red. Sail away and take me far. To the edge and over. Lil boat in the sea. Lil boat all colored blue. Float to the horizon and touch the sun.
This is short. The words are true. Yes I know I must write more. But these are real. Hear my voice. Through these words. Feel my emotions. As you read. See the picture I paint. In your minds eye.
I try to please. I won't fight. I'll let you win. I can't leave. I'm afraid of what you'll do. Locking myself in. I won't come out. In my mind I'll stay. I'll take the abuse. Without a tear or grunt.
I may love you. I may not. Could you tell if I did. What if I didn't. Would you still know. Would you trust me still. Or would I be another one. Would you call me. Or would you change your number.
The night so dark. They come to play. Watch your feet. They cut your toes. Hear the giggles. See flashes of hair. So itty bitty. Their full of energy. Feisty little devils. They'll pop your tires.
"As you think, so shall you become." -Bruce Lee-.
Hear the wind sing through the trees Listen to the creek soft rumbling Hear the flutter of the owls wings See the stars in the sky Feel the grass against your skin See the mirage of nightlife Can...
************************************. A Strangers smile. A Strangers charm. My racing heart. From your sudden touch. Warm and protective. Pulling me aside. You press you lips to mine.
Grab my hand. Make your move. Let's go for a drive. Down that lonely road. Watch the moon shimmer. Through the leaves or. On the lakes surface. Let's take a dip. Just me and you.
Upside down. In a world of old. Through these eyes. It all so new. Vibrant colors. Flash my eyes. Swirling all around. Making me dizzy. I see all. In fast forward. My head spins.
The mornings crisp air. A soft mist circles around. The dense forest. Different shades of green. Hear the animals calling. See the sunlight through the leaves. Sparkling patches of light.
So we fought. You left me all alone. Now I'm in the bathroom. On the floor. Doors closed and locked. Just like my heart now. My eyes are red and puffy. My cheeks are wet. From all your insults.
Your beauty is ever shining. Even when you cover up. Your glow is like a beacon in the dark. -My light to my night-. Your love is undeniable. You leave your mark of faith where you go.
Be fearless an give your heart. Close your eyes and take the jump. Give everything and receive thanks. Fix what is broken and heal what cannot. Look with your heart and not the eyes.
A starless moonless night. Deep within the pine woods. Laid barren with snow. A lonely song will be sung. Up top a rock eroded from years alone. He will stand bold and untouched.
You hold me tight. Protected and cherished. You kiss me needing. Desire and wanting. You touch me loving. Heat and gentleness. You scorch with your eyes. Fiercely and enticing.
Can I be wrong for forgiving someone who wronged me horribly. Taking from me what was not given. Breaking what was unbreakable. Torturing what was given. Hating what was to be loved.
Hollow words said. The debt paid. My failure made. Seeming so trusting. Your slowly rusting. Someone I knew. Now a complete fool. A friend now a stranger. Your a deadly danger. Someone twisted.
A fantasy world I wish to live. I fall onto a soft cloud. To tired to move I close my eyes. A slight breeze caresses my skin as I open my eyes. In a world of vivid colors and tranquility.
My life is up and down. Thought the stars. Below the ground. I got the cuts. I got the scars. In my heart. You make me bleed. Im ridiculed. For my love. My car is fast. But I'm behind.
In the mirror I see...
Lady gaga is singing in the background. And I'm wearing 5" heels retro style. My skirt is like a fish bowl that's pink. My top is glittered black and loose like one of those summer shirts.