Why did I decide to change the course of my life?
I was impatient and naive that i let people take advantage of me
My life has turned upside down and now it is crashing down.
I thought I could find love and hold it, blindly I went for it.
And tried to hold on to someone who i thought felt the same
But only caused myself heartache and pain.
I gave all that I had, my mind, body and soul
For what? only to find I'm not the one she wanted to hold
That I was someone she thought she could control
Said she could never be serious with me
You don't know what that has done to me
How stupid am I that I cry and cry
Cry out why? Why?
Then I am reminded of the choices i had made
Those choice changed my life completely
I have done this to myself
No one is to blame
I thought if i ignored the pain
The pain would go away and things would change
But things have changed
I do not feel the same
For what was once love has turn into hate
And now I must make my escape.
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