Leave It.

I leave the door shut
and clean just one cut
So it's nothing but
Echoes and thick streaks of smutt

I used to be pretty
Life thought it was witty
and city,
the whole world just granted me pity

I'm not 'fraid of death but I am 'fraid of dying,
I know I'm a bad girl without even trying,
I guess its just feelings, just solemny buying
Time in a world where theres nothing but crying.

Death in the shadows, thats Death at the door,
all of our searching, well, what is it for?
To win this long battle? Well who wins the war
of Earth, where loving someone is a chore.

I swear I'm not fighting
just please, dim the lighting
I'm already biting
My nails, while i'm writing.

I hate the whole world, I hate all the pain.
I hate the sunshine but God hates the rain.
My life is a downward spiral of shame,
And that didn't rhyme, And i'm going insane.