15 years old- live in my own world. Just want people to know my name.
When I was a little girl, I thought I ruled the world, Every teddy at my feet, With my swinging pig tails on the street, With no front teeth, and the world in front of me, You'd sit beside me,...
I'm one of those people who are quiet and keep there feelings in, and keep them in until I can't any more. Until I run into a room and search for pen and paper and them scribble to my hearts content.
Crying, Crying, Bloody tears, Representing your fears, Dying, Dying, Slowly in pain, Blood flowing like rain, Flying, Flying, Far away, Waiting for another day..
Words, My peace, Comfort, Home, Words, Hold me, Love me, Watch me, Words, Help explain, Help me live, Help me learn, Help me survive... Words... Save me.
Words used to take a big part of my life, and now I feel as though they have got there own new meaning and they have left me behind, no one reading my words. Everyone reading everyone else's.... :(.
Sorry I haven't posted- devastated to see how much my ranks increased.
Pain, Horrors you, Torments you, Absorbs you. Pain is the only reminder of our true selves. It battles it's way in until it's deep inside you, where it sees everything. Controls everything.
I don't know why I bother.
Sometimes I just want to disappear. I want to vanish and have some privacy for even a few seconds. I want to leave and see who would notice if I was gone.
I once had something special, A gift to me from another, It wasn't a particular object, But came from everyone but my mother, After she threw me out, And my heart filled with doubt, As I was only a...
Why is life so hard?.
His face shone in the light of the moon; his hair cascading over his eyes. His mouth jerked into a sly smile as he elegantly jumped onto the roof.
Sometimes I wonder why I go on, when it could be so much easier if it ended.
You know what I love. Curling up inside in your pyjamas, when you know that outside, it's freezing cold and raining.
The crystal clear, loving feeling, When you whisper I feel the meaning, Of every unwritten word, Only to me, it shall be heard, I like the ways you say you love me, I like the ways I know it should...
Biscuits are friends when the sky is grey, When everything is wrong and in your way, When you sit there- not knowing what to do, A cup of tea can help you through.
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Yeah, I'm still here, Thanks for holding me oh so near. Not. Yeah you think you're 'totally' hot, But really you are a disaster, In stupidness- you're a master, Can't you learn faster.
How effortlessly my tears fall,. How easy it is, not to care at all,. What a wonderful life it would be, if only you could set me free,. If only I was the girl you wanted,.
Today is a day when I will stop to ponder, All the lives lost I will start to wonder, Imagine the lives falling down, Imagine the sadness all around.
Suffering silently, my own sadness, Caught in my own deranged madness, Oblivious, I don't know how, No body wants to know me now.
I like stars, I love the way they glitter and shine like diamonds. They somehow show the path when we are lost, when the world is dark and we have no way to go.
You promised me, You'd never be, Someone else, But now you are, Someone else. I loved you like I've never loved before....
Sometimes people don't understand. Sometimes you sound selfish. Sometimes that's life..
The crunch of the leaves beneath my tired feet is comforting. I knew I was so close to home, the faint glow of the warm fire was in the distance.
Broken heart and broken mind, The things that make me define, The lost life in front of me, The lost things that I wanted to be, After the last time you cheated, And I lay on the ground...
The smoke glistened on the lake,. As we recalled my mistake,. The trees a shadow of pitch black,. As I try to get you back,. The words spill from my open mouth,. And I realise I can't live without,.
There was a girl just aged seven, When her mother went to heaven, And her father turned for worst, and then guess who felt it first.
The mirror shone before me, highlighting my every flaw. My tears run even when it's gone, and I can't help but turn away. They say that 77% girls think their ugly.
Love is just an emotion,. It cannot be controlled,. Love is not an object,. That is traded, bought or sold,. Love is nothing to laugh about,. It can tear people apart,. But you know it's right,.
Every step I take, Is just another mistake, Every time I fall, It reminds me of it all.
Can you see me.
I posted a chapter one of a story and I dunno if I should continue it... Should I?.
Maybe I am just insane, Walking down memory lane, I'm not supposed to go this way, And not here, not now, not any other day.
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When you meet (kind of) someone who just puts a smile on your face and you can't help think that maybe not everyone hates you.
The taste of your lips on mine, Would make me love you in time, Your arms holding me....
You're pretty. You're beautiful. They said. They tell me this all of the time but every syllable feels like a lie to me. I look in the mirror and I feel despair and hope.
My love I feel for you is like standing under a canopy of leaves during a downpour of rain. The green fresh leaves keep me sheltered from the misery of the falling water.
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Do you think we could. Do you think we would. Do you think you will remember.
Stop, look at me please, Is it those eyes that fill me with ease, Are they the reason my ever line is a rhyme, Are they the reason my heart beats double time, Are you the one.
Oh hello and welcome to the show, My name is Alex and I will be your host, Who is reading today, let's take a gander, Feel free to repost, Oh hello, welcome to the game, Have I already mentioned my...
Did you know that every step we take, Every move we make, Every breath we breathe, Everything we achieve, Is for nothing.... No surely it must mean something.
Guess what. Another blast from the past, Another feeling I thought wouldn't last, Who thought that from escaping anxiety, Meant escaping society.
Without me, without you, There's nothing for me to do, Without him, without lust, I would have never lost your trust, Without you leaving me, Without me leaving you...
My great miseries in this world have been Heathcliff's miseries, and I watched and felt each from the beginning; my great thought in living is himself.
Where are you when I need to talk. Where are you when I'm all alone. The only time you notice me is when your angry with me. Please don't leave me alone. I need you..
They annoy you until there not there. Then you want them back..
I am the girl with no name, The one you'll never see again, As I stand here in the pouring rain, Please don't, don't scream again.
Without you I am like a phone without signal. I am like a balloon without air. The way I feel for you is so incredible that its like being on a roller coaster, I'm screaming all the way.
If I were ever to say good bye, Would you ever care.
I'm no superwoman, But I could take you for who you are, I am everything you want, Your own personal star, You just don't see, See that we belong forever, Who will ever understand, So why aren't we...
I may not be perfect, I may not be pretty, I may not be everything You've ever wanted to be, I may not be beautiful, I chose books instead of looks, I may not be amazing, But I'm definitely me, I...
You and me, We belong together, You are the one for me, Everyone says we will last forever, Forever, you and me, We go together like ant and dec, Well that's what they say, Personally I think were...
I stare out of my living room window, I sit there pondering the difficulties of life, the rain begins to dance down the glittering glass.
SMASH. I jumped out of my skin. Oh crap, not again. Another smashed glass. My hands couldn't stop trembling, as if minor earthquakes were rippling through them.
I looked through the crowd, I could see sparkling tears on everyone's faces. Everyone's but mine. Of course I was sad he died, he was the love of my life.
I don't like it when people tell me what to write, or to stick to what other people like reading.
Meet me at that place,. The one that no one knew,. The place where we could stay,. No one, just me and you,. You know the way you used to smile,. We would smile and laugh together,.
Okay. I can do this Smile. Sigh. I walk through the crowd, surprised that no one has realised my false pretence that I try so dramatically to pull off. Or maybe they have given up on me.
I watched as the whispering winds gathered around a previous me, as I took my final steps. The one I was watching did not know this. She stepped forwards, a smile opening on her face.
They shoot, like stars, Into the sky, to show what. Nobody knows but this, Shows miracles, in action, Show pain, through explosion, The boom deafens and surprises, Like a gun shot in the sky, bang.
Waking up, trembling with fear, The memory shedding another tear, Reminding me of the past dream, That woke me up in a painful scream.
Blood drips Crimson blood, tales of pain, Misunderstood. Blood falls, Blood once pure, The devil inside, Looking for a cure. Blood dances, effortlessly like tears, Showing pain, Lasting for years.
The trees whispered quietly, as if they had a wonderful tale to tell. A girl walked past in long, confident strides, her head held high with a purpose. But upon her face is where our story starts.
Life is like a roller coaster- It has it's ups and downs, But it's your choice whether you scream, Or enjoy the ride.
I force a smile onto my broken face,. Those memories I try so hard to forget,. Everyone sees a shimmering smile,. But inside a lasting feeling of regret,. At all the things I didn't say,.