Haha well I am 22 born 1991, I am 5'11" my weight changes from 175-185. I'm a friendly outgoing individual who loves to interact with new people. I pride my self on my high energy, enthusiasm, and positive attitude. I love everything. What I mean is I love to love so I tend to fall in love like little things, like going out or a place or a food or a friend I just love to fell happy. I guess. It makes me venerable but what ever. I love to read- Stephen king, vampire books shapeshifter books, Enders game, I love movies and tv shows- supernatural, true blood, friends, NCIS, charmed, being human ( uk ), bones, monk, psych, the reaper, Merlin, and many more. I love to hike be active really. Running is my favorite thing though. I love people, talking to them, just interacting, it's great to feel another person. Be in the same room, stare, glance, laugh, hate, smile. I love to smile. I like to drink, smoke hookah, and am open to other things just not heavy drugs that fuck you up. I still want to be me. :) I am gay. I like men. Even though I am not attracted to a girl, women are probably the gorgeous thing on this planet. I love to write. :)
If I had to drop any addiction, I would. Only if I can kiss you at least once a day. For I am addicted to your lips. For my true addiction are your lips..
I hate this feeling. Not being able to do what you love. Restricted by society. Restricted by the standards around you..
I don't want to exist, but down to my core my instinct is to exist..
I feel my heart beat. It does without a thought. It is what gives me life, but it doesn't make me feel life. It only makes me realize that it may stop without it telling me.
Lives get better, but it gets worse..
The only happiness that last forever is ignorant happiness. I wish I was ignorant again. I wish I never loved, so that I can love forever..
I know who I am, but living in this world since year one has cause me to change who I am. What I do. What I say..
So it's not about living in the now. But living for yourself. Living for what you like and dislike. Loving what you love..
What I realize, is that nothing stays the same. Nothing. We live in a world that changes everyday. Everything changes. You. Me. The people around us. Buildings. Our environment.
We all like and dislike certain things. That is what defines us. But we can never truly know one another. We can never know exactly what another chooses to do or say.
I don't know what we are suppose to do with the life we are given. Some people find meaning and purpose. But the definition of meaning and purpose is define through each individual.
I like it cold, you like it hot. I just want to find the warmth of our love..
You are suppose to let people borrow your love so you can get there love back. But I give my love willingly. No one spends time on loving me because they have my love.
Tears are warm because of the energy we put into them..
Those are just harsh things I want to say because he stabbed me. But I don't want to stab him. I love him, I just want to be with him. But then how do I ignore the instinct to fight back, to stab...
I am sit here on the bus, thinking how my life is just filled with songs about losing love even when your my first love. Then I see a couple kissing. I cry.
I will always love you, because I completely gave you my heart..
Love fucks with your life. It affects you in ways of a drug. You want it so badly it devours you. It takes over your mind and body. You want to feel nothing else. It's only possession is your heart.
I have never felt this before. The feel of warmth under my eyes. My tears drying up on my face because I am sick of wiping them away. The feeling of those three words. Slicing, my tender heart.