Her Again

Here she comes once more,
Lurking in the dark,
Sweat seeps from my pores.
She has come to make her mark,
My feelings turn into nothing,
Threatens me forever,
I know when she's bluffing,
Her head I want to sever,
She has ruined me inside,
She kills me every time,
Because she lied and lied,
She took what was mine,
She stole my childhood,
With lies and deceit,
Murder her? I should,
Makes out to be so sweet,
Feel like I'm in a cage,
No way out,
Too mature for my age,
Should be lipglossing a pout,
Should be out buying shoes,
She makes it all very clear,
She wins. - I lose,
I'm nothing but mere.