Unpredictable. Instagram: Lauterr
Everyone thinks suicide is a selfish act until the thoughts flow into their mind and haunt the subconscious then it's an act of losing hope..
To breathe or not to breathe.
I don't think it's normal to contemplate suicide every single day and constantly have to talk yourself out of it..
You try bleeding out of your vagina for a week and then tell me that nothing is annoying as fuck..
Pissed off.
Why the fuck do I even bother?.
I'm so awful at concentrating..
Missing you Missing you Missing you.
I find it funny that some dude I just met cares more about me and my life than you ever pretended to..
Can we makeout now?.
Some days I'd rather be alone than hang out with people..
Must've been her bedtime 'cause now you're talkin' to me..
I love the people of Opuss. (:.
Can I have a sign?.
I guess I was an odd kid. While others dreamed up fun games and what they wanted to be when they grew up.
We play the game until one of us is in control. You had me at your feet then you were rapped around my finger, but now the battle is ending and neither of us will fight for one another..
I knew I should have handled this my way..
I am never listening to other peoples advice about my relationship when they have no clue about who the person I'm involved with is..
Tired.
You say you care for me. That you love me. That you miss me. Yet we can't move to the next step..
I miss you :(.
You say you care yet you're still involved with your ex?.
I don't want to talk to you because I know you're also talking to other girls...
I wish I could call you mine.
You make me feel safe..
Worried..
I just want you to know that I do love you. And I know I'm stubborn. I know I start fights. I know I'm not perfect. I just want you to realize I care..
When the person who 'loves' you still has feelings for their ex. fantastic..
I hate that one person can make me feel loved and lonely at the same time..
I don't want you to give me space. I want you to be there for me and care.
Sometimes I want bad things to happen to me because I feel I deserve it..
Completely unmotivated to do anything..
Pissed off.
Funerals never get any easier.
That feeling you get when someone falls out of love with you. Hurts so much..
I expect too much and receive very little.
It's hard to hold a relationship when you're the only one putting in the effort to keep it..
I'm done..
Her heart was a secret garden and the walls were very high..
Stop hiding the fact that you care. I realize you're afraid of feelings and showing weakness, but it's just me and I love you..
My favorite thing was when you'd text me randomly just to say I love you.
I do hold grudges for awhile. So you better be willing to kiss my ass to fix your mistakes..
I want you so bad..
My best friend told me that he wants to have sex with me....wonderful.
I hate being shy..
I am hanging on every word you say..
We're not even dating so I don't know why you care so much about where I'm going and who I hangout with..
Drink until the pain dissolves.
I want to be more productive with my time. I want to contribute more..
Merry Christmas everyone. (:.
It's funny how I try so hard to move on and meet new people, but no one compares to you..
We used to be really close and then something happened that changed you. Now your personality sucks and you're just like everyone else..
We used to be able to talk for hours and hours about absolutely anything.
I hate those days when you dislike everything about yourself and just wish you were a different person, because you are so disgusted with the skin you're in.
And he doesn't care...
I'd rather be numb and relaxed then have you constantly in my head knowing I'm not in yours..
The only person I want to talk to doesn't want to talk to me..
When you tell your parents a funny story and then they give you a long lecture on what not to do and how it wasn't funny -_-.
I hate when my friends or someone I'm dating first meet my sister and then tell me how awesome she is. It makes me feel like they like her more than me. Like they prefer her..
Whenever I look at my phone in the morning I'm hit with disappointment. No more morning texts from you...
I understand what we had is over and that you're still my friend, but I cannot stand the idea of you loving someone else..
I talked to my grandmother on the phone today and it made me so homesick. I miss my kiwi family..
I really just want to see The Hobbit..
So, this morning I cracked something in my neck and pulled a muscle. My entire upper body went limp and left me immobile.
My 18 year old ex boyfriend has a crush on my 13 year old sister. Wait, what??.
I'm so nervous. I'm shaking. Why am I so scared to talk to you. Is it because I'm afraid that I'll lose you. Either way I'm losing you by not trying to fix things between us.
You know what's awkward.
I hope we can just move on and stay friends. You mean so much to me and I can't imagine not having you in my life..
The first snowfall looks so pretty until you have 8 inches of snow sticking to the ground and it turns dirty and slushy. Then it can go away..
I can't stop smiling. <3.
I'm so frustrated..
I had no idea our last kiss would be the last....
I want my best friend back...
So..my relationship didn't work out because I'm American and he isn't. His parents don't approve. Ugh.
Love is a feeling, quench my desire, give me what I wanted, take me higher..
I've never been kissed under mistletoe..
It hurts so much when someone I care for walks out of my life unexpectedly..
My best friend/boyfriend just broke up with me. I feel so worthless and I know this feeling is temporary, but present time really sucks..
I'm starting to miss you. The feelings are pulling at my seams..
You gave up on me when I needed you the most..
When people act like complete assholes out of nowhere...don't take your anger out on me..
Unexpected kisses.
The worst thing you can do is give me hope..
The rain falling reminds me of you, because it is falling hard and I am too..
If I'm just a friend why do I know what your lips taste like..
I'm so stupid for ever thinking that I meant anything to anyone..
My life is so unsatisfying..
I'm just not a happy person when I'm not with you..
You've made me into the kind of best friend that you come to about the girls you've hooked up with which hurts me all the more and you know that I have feelings for you.
You left me here like a chalk outline..
Are we really doing this again. You're just not gonna talk to me and months will go by and then you'll be back feeling lonely and confused. You'll be back for me.
People touch or run their fingers down my spine and tell me I'm too skinny..
you're beginning to invade my dreams..
I'm waiting for you to miss me.
We were born to die..
I'm in love with my best friend..
You don't get it. I want you. Nobody else matters..
Now I understand why Peter pan didn't wanna grow up..
I want to kiss you so bad..
I'm so sick of the political bitching..