When a heart breaks..

i am gonna try to mend this broken heart of mine. it hurts again, but this is okay, im gonna be fine.. this is for someone, a song, a poem, written as i toss on my bed, trying to catch my sleep.. one of those impromptu moments but sincerest at the very least.. untitled but not unrelated to every heart that is breaking..
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i’ve tried everything i can do, babe
wallow myself in misery til late
the fool in me thought you’d come back
and save me from losing my track
i’ve tried everything there is to do, babe
cried for years til love turns to hate
then i tried running by smiling, laughing
but something was still there, missing

it was you all along, i couldn’t say goodbye
it was you all along, i need to say goodbye
remember this heart is always yours
forever and a day, it will be yours

you said hello and i said hi
you said goodbye and i said bye
you came back, i couldn't figure out why
i was scared, thought it was a lie
wondered if it’s a dream, a wonderful dream
a long lost joy i can barely scream
i asked for a moment, a month was given
and for the second time, it’s you who’s leavin’
asking for a break, what break?
a break from me, for our sake?
please forgive me, i’m losing my senses
bear with me, i’m breaking ‘to pieces

it was you alone, i could love the best
it was yours alone, my heart to keep no less
all i want, too, is we laugh together
and if God permits, a lifetime with each other

tried to build up a new life, that i did
i did not forget you, that i didn’t
gonna try to build up another one
you’ll be proud of me when i’m fin’lly done
i believe you and i will wait for you
i know you’ll come, no matter what you do
‘case you forget, i’ll remind you whenever
‘cos all i know is i love you forever
i’m gonna be stronger you will see
so there’ll be no tears if you forget me
hurting you will be the last thing i do
i really do love you, and you know it’s true