Waiting for inspiration to come home.
I pour another glass of whiskey. And I think to myself, I wish you were here with me. Instead of being miles apart, It's breaking my poor old heart. I just wanna be back with you.
I felt so close to you. I watched you fall asleep. I feel so near to you. Though you're slightly out of reach. The sound of your breathing. It keeps me believing. And when I see you smile.
I am here. You are not. I will not fear. I have not forgot. Times are tough. But this will pass. Life is rough. But we're built to last. I was in the dark. No compass for direction. You were my mark.
Relief, regret... I can't forget. Truth be told, I'm still upset. I hear the words. I see the tears. I feel the pain. A memory that will remain. A distant echo of love once pure.
Lost, but we can find our way. Love will show us where to go, what to say. Like a candle in the darkness. Your strength will guide us through this. We are surrounded by mists and fog.
Disappointment is all I bring. I never knelt down to give you that ring. Disappointment is all abound. No matter where I go or what I've found. I try to do what's best. I have to make a judgement...
Waiting. But I think time is standing still. I'm dreaming. Yet I seem to wake up unfulfilled. I fear the unknown. But can't wait till it's shown. Should I take those first steps.
Wake up, it's a new day. Find a brand new word to say. It's time to reinvent yourself. Clear all the dust that's gathered on the shelf. Start, don't stop, explore the fun.
Roses are red. Violets are blue. No one else in this world. Makes me feel like you do. Roses are red. Daffodils are yellow. Being with you. Makes me the happiest fellow. Roses are red.
Today is my last here for a while. I leave not with a frown, but a smile. It won't be long till I'm back in your arms. Till I'm back, keeping you safe from harm. This day seems to last forever.
Where do you run to, When you don't know where you are. When do you stop. Will you ever know how far. How can I move forward, When I keep pulling back. What if I can't let go.
It's taking its time and taking a toll. But soon it'll be so worth it all. Those days of talking through a machine. And only holding each other in a dream. They'll be long gone Best forgotten.
Why should I always do what's right. I can't seem to win this fight. I look around this dreary place. Ashamed, I try to hide my face. I do my best whenever possible.
This pen is my wand. These words my enchantment. I'll speak to those beyond. With eye of newt and tail of serpent. It's you I wish to bewilder. To amaze and astound. I'll show you a world of wonder.
I need you with me. I have to have you close by. Orange sun setting..
I must be strong - I tell myself I have be brave - I say to myself I will not cry - I scream at myself I can go on - I shake myself To live without you is crippling. To sleep without you is...
So here we are, it's time again. To separate our physical forms. Our love, though, shall remain. Till we can share mornings, sunsets and thunderstorms..
Yet again I lie here awake. Waiting for sleep. I pray for goodness sake. Soon I'll be in a slumber, oh so deep. The night engulfs me. The sheets surround me. I'm as comfortable as can be.
The end has come. We shall stand and not run. The earth shall reap the seeds of our salvation, As we fight against the on coming invasion. With sunlight and sunflower, They give us the power.
With words now lost, And memories, all that remain. Count the cost, Reveal the hidden stain. Where can you turn for answers, When you can't decide the question.
Merry Christmas to all you lovely opussians..
Twelve hours left to go. Say goodbye to sunny Spain. Red sun has now set. I'm too excited. You'll be with me so soon. Silver moon rises. Cold bed hinders sleep. You belong here next to me.
I can't believe you're almost here. I'm shaking, but not with fear. I can't believe you've almost arrived. Without you, I don't know how I survived. I'll be seeing you tomorrow.
All the world is traveling. Yet I'm completely still. Will I ever get going. What if I believe I never will. At times the world moves so quickly. But then it grinds to a sudden halt.
Searching for fortune and fame. But you don't even know my name. Just words on a empty page. Emotions of anger, happiness, joy and rage. I tell you my fears. Though sometimes I'm in tears.
In this jolly season of gifts and cheer. Do we have everyone special, close or near. Have we decked the halls and trimmed the tree. Are you ready to share the Christmas glee.
I'm in bed so early I've turned off every light, Darkness surrounds me Here, in the still of the night.
Looking back, it all seems so trite. Working so long, into the night. Was it really worth it. Taking all the shit. Christmas is meant for families. But we're all working like donkeys.
Truth be told. My bed is cold. It feels so empty. And I'm just lonely. I miss you so much. Your gentle touch. Your warm embrace. Your smiling face. I don't know what to do. I'm lost, without a clue.
We fast approach the Garcet Tower. Soon upon us, our final hour. We can not cross the narrow bridge. For we will surely never live. And when we see the angels wings. A mother cries, and a child sings.
2 weeks. 13 days. 312 hours. 18,720 minutes. 1,123,200 seconds. It's 2 weeks till I see you again. 2 weeks till you step off that plane. 13 days to go until you're back in my arms.
Six trees all in a row. And as the wind begins to blow. They start to sway. And the leaves fall away. Crashing to the ground. The pirates treasure was never found. At the bottom of the ocean.
"Hoist the main sail." And so starts our tale. I swabbed the deck. Yet gain no respect. I polish the cannons. Just to stay out of the irons. To the sea we are slaves. At home only on the waves.
You're so far away from me tonight. We tried to call and hear our voices, but the signal was too weak. I heard you though, just it a moment.
To live for your joy alone, is to live alone - not knowing true joy at all..
Sailing across the seven seas. Dodging canon and disease. Drinking all the rum. Pleasing wenches for fun. All hands on deck. Least the noose hang round your neck. Shiver me timbers.
You always write the break up song. But we're here to tell you, you're wrong. We love each other immensely. We need something romantic with your melody. It's been almost two years now.
I wonder what I'll achieve today. Who I'll meet and what they'll say. I wonder what I'll learn. As I stand in line, waiting my turn. A mixture of emotions start to appear.
The distance is vast. Our love is abundant. Out touch is digital. But our passion never subtle. We share our triumphs. We share our fears. Our devotion eternal. Our time together nears.
A day of rest, And so it shall be. A day to relax, For both you and me. We don't go to church, And don't consider that a sin. It's a day to ourselves, Before a new week begins.
Not a sound. Nothing to be found. Not a whisper. Even the lights don't flicker. No notification. Yet I sit at my station. I wait for word. But nothing is heard. Time ticks on. The connection's gone.
It's a sickness inside us all. The virus that caused mankind's downfall. Once bitten, you're never the same. Once bitten, you won't even remember your name.
Have you heard the tale of Bex and G. It's one of great adversity. It has its highs with an occasional low. But through it all, their love continues to grow.
I miss you so much, the feel of your touch, the taste of your lips, my hands upon your hips. The sound of your voice, the sweet and gentle noise, it's hasn't yet gone, I can still hear your siren...
I can't believe I only saw you this morning. It feels like years since you last kissed me. The smell of your perfume engulfs my mind. The feel of your lips as they last touched mine.
A full day awaits me. A new town with sun, sand and sea. I need to make the most of this time. Make new friends drinking wine. Memories to be shared. And experiences to be gained.
She is off to work. Now it's me who stays at home. Life is ying and yang..
The boy at home alone, whistles and hums. He plays and he laughs, and all day has fun. Never realising the evil beneath him, under floor boards and flower beds.
Tanning at the beach. Sandy shores and baking sun. Seagulls fly above..
It's not long to go now. Anticipation creeps across my weary brow. All the waiting will soon be done. And we can reunite under the Spanish sun. Time seemed to stand still for a moment.
It was a brand new year. And a brand new day. You were free and clear. Able to go your own way. I was full of fear and longing. Desire burning inside. Unsure of the risk I was taking.
The touch of your skin. The taste of your lips on mine. Sunflower beauty. Your body so warm. Pressed naked against my own. Wildfire raging on. Together as one. Our passion explodes in you.
You won't need scissors to take my strength. My hair doesn't need to be an unsightly length. My trust is your and yours is mine. It can't be bought or sold to those divine.
It lies inside us. You see it in the mirror. Pale misty window..
Fear and frustration. I am not sure of myself. Falling star, black night..
To think that I could lose your trust, Despite our passion and our lust. Over fear, doubt and insignificance. Did I really think it would make a difference. I need you with me all my days.
Money can't buy you happiness. But spend enough and you might just get some grief..
It's fifteen minutes to seven. The sun still hasn't risen. I look up and this is what I see. The black of night and stars looking down at me. My worries are giving me stress.
It's dark and I can't see. There's a fog all around me. I'm forever chasing, It seems I'm constantly searching. I just can't reach you. No matter what I do. I glimpse your tail as it starts to swish.
Soul mates forever. Together eternally. Wishing well of time..
Strength is hard to find. Doubt can creep into your mind. But don't hold on to fear. Relax and let it disappear. You're the bravest woman I know. You teach and help our minds to grow.
You think that I'm different. I know that I'm strange. You think that I'm distant. I know that I'm deranged. You want to feel safe. I know that you're scared. You're afraid of your hate.
Through pixel screens and phone calls far, I feel disconnected - I'm nowhere near where you are.
We shall meet each other in dreamland tonight. No matter how far apart, or close to my heart, I'll dance with you in my dreams this night. I'll be wearing a suit, a jacket and black tie.
Have you seen my crazy little girl. She lives inside my crazy little world. She's got crazy little eyes. And she's got a crazy little smile. She's such a crazy little thing.
A lonely candle burning in the night. In a world of darkness, it's the only light. The wick is burning, and the wax is melting. A lonely candle ever waiting, ever yearning, always expiring..
The lights go out, and all that's left are our reflections. The clouds hang low in the sky and we have neither compass nor direction. All we can see are the fingers from our outstretched hands.