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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-12-13T06:20:52

The Warrior Princess

There was once a girl who lived in a dungeon, Chained up and slumped on the floor, This dungeon was all she had ever known, And all she ever wanted was a little bit more.

8 1 275 words
Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-06-25T19:17:28

Shut Up The Silence

When I'm on my own. Silence screams loudly. Like it wants me to focus on it. As it consumes me, proudly. The clock ticks. The computer hums. Watching my chest rise and fall. My body numbs.

16 1 92 words
Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-06-25T05:56:37

The Girl Who Pukes Doves

I dont drink tea, It's good on occasion, But just like coffee, It takes some persuasion. I don't like to smoke, I've been passive since four, And all it has caused Is coughing and then some more.

38 5 99 words
Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-06-25T05:20:04

Road Trip

I'm going on a road trip. The windows are down. My hand rides the air. My hair flies around. My smile is on. It's not going to budge. I turn on the radio. When my friend gives a nudge.

32 2 151 words
Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-06-25T04:58:11

The World That Chooses To Be Blind

A societal lie, A sad sight to see, Jaded and detached From true reality. The embodiment of madness Is an everyday routine, Eyes so blurred, Life remains unseen.

14 2 59 words
Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-06-25T04:44:41

The Path To Enlightenment

Make up your mind. It's death in the cold. One step forward. A chance to grow old. When we surrender. Lights are dim. Through dark paths and hallways. Mind on a whim. Out on the ledge.

14 5 60 words
Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-06-25T04:21:26

Hiatus

Sorry for my unexpected hiatus. General crappy life has stunted my creativity and I literally haven't written one poem for ages. It's annoying, because I can't seem to get back into it again very...

8 0 61 words
Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-05-31T21:49:38

A Life To Love

~ I wrote this when I was 17ish and wasn't really into poetry. I just found it crammed in my documents and thought I'd digitalise it (for the planet and all :P) It's pretty crap.

4 0 213 words
Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-05-23T01:53:06

Detail Lover

Lazy days The sun is sounding Caressing the pavements Soft and grounding I find a warm place to rest my dozy mind And be one with the grass blades So happy, I find: Soaking in the rays of...

24 3 129 words
Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-05-22T00:22:33

Never Be Apart

You're the smile I want to see, You're the skin I want to touch, You're the person I want to make happy, You're the one I love so much.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-05-22T00:07:58

Refill

I think we've just got to take off our backpacks from the past, fill the new ones more wisely than before, and carry on our journey..

12 3 26 words
Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-05-20T19:17:20

The Grim

~ Sorry this is a but depressing... but everyone has a dark side, right. ~ What is the best way to exit a door. Running out screaming or falling flat on the floor.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-05-20T11:17:01

Every Day

I hibernate Through my own inadequacy In pulling my life together The strings aren't broken The connections are there It is me who continues to isolate Myself from every opportunity Every...

12 6 72 words
Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-05-20T11:07:30

Loneliness

The only person that can make you feel lonely is yourself..

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-05-19T14:41:45

Time

This time that man invented, I really do resent it, For when I am waiting for it to pass, The longer it seems to last.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-05-14T23:18:33

What Could Have Been

Love leads us into strange places, Indeed I have loved some strange faces, But no love has been stranger than my love for you, For you caused me not just to love But to hate you too.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-05-14T23:05:40

Like Sand

Like sand in my hands They gently Yet surely slip away Out of my grip My hands can't save What I've already lost They all go Along with my expectations I knew no grip could be firm enough No care...

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-05-10T08:58:54

Friends Are Like Diamonds

If there's anything I should have learned long ago, it is that friends are like diamonds. I've only realised this after treating them like coal. Now I have no diamonds..

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-05-10T00:58:19

A Fate Of Weakening

~ Sorry if this is a bit morbid. ~ I used to think I was a survivor, But now I think I was wrong, Now I think I'm trying for nothing When before I thought I was strong.

12 0 112 words
Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-05-09T22:39:49

Until Love

Sometimes I just want to be loved. It seems like such a criminal thing to think. How dare I even let that be a passing thought. My cage is an empty fortress.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-05-09T22:24:24

Trust

Living without anyone you can trust is like being dropped into the middle of the ocean without a float..

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-05-09T15:36:46

Updates Etc.

Hi guys.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-05-08T05:27:33

The Biggest Idiot

~ Warning: rant. ~ I am not your blessing, but your curse. How could you view me this way.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-05-06T13:12:15

Untamed

I'm a touch of untamed, Stubborn and ferocious, Sweet and solid, Assured and precocious. I'm not easy to handle, I guess you could try, But without certain knowledge It wouldn't be wise..

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-05-04T04:47:43

A Call From The Morning

Dreamlike, the morning comes, I imagine who is awake on those rabbit runs, Light streams through, I feel my warm skin as it gleams, I open my eyes and uncover colour amidst the whitish creams: Pale...

14 4 154 words
Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-05-03T07:23:15

They're Not Getting Me

From toes to my nose, That's how I like my duvet. No gaps for monsters..

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-05-03T07:16:22

Themed Haiku - Desperate Housewives

Sometimes I wonder If I am going insane. Muffins, anyone?.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-05-03T03:55:49

Don't Let It Carry On

If someone hurts you, mentally or physically, get out of there. Don't hang around for anyone - not even yourself. Calculate, analyse and find a moment to escape, so when that moment comes, run.

12 5 172 words
Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-05-02T08:30:53

Monophobia

Panic attack because your safety has gone. Drug yourself up just for protection. Every minute seems like torture sitting with the stranger that is yourself. Fuck.

10 3 165 words
Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-05-02T05:28:12

Dreams In Motion

Intrepid hearted Girl has a dream in motion. She isn't stopping..

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-05-02T05:23:27

Waiting For Summer

Wait away the days, Summer's coming closer now, But not close enough..

10 0 12 words
Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-05-02T05:13:13

The Weakness

The touch of your lips takes me on trips of pleasure with your tactile moves, Embracing, tasting, hearts racing Right here, we have nothing to lose.

14 1 50 words
Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-05-02T04:45:17

Old Friends

I had you once, I had you twice, Remember when we camped out at the show. Kate scared you to death and you stung your butt when you had to "go".

6 0 186 words
Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-05-02T04:25:18

Nothing To Hide

Beautiful. Of course you're beautiful. Of course you're so utterly brilliant and amazing. Because you And me And them...

50 6 50 words
Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-05-02T04:11:52

Insomnia

~ It's 4am and I'm still avoiding sleep, so I wrote this poem.

18 4 157 words
Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-05-01T06:42:59

Feeling Bleurgleughph

I feel a bit uninspired at the moment. Do you ever get those times where nothing you write seems good enough. It's ever so depressing.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-05-01T06:34:19

The Storm

I sit still here, and listen to the thunder, It rolls right over as I cower under, It makes me feel like I'm three inches high, As I am shaken to my knees from its presence in the sky.

20 6 167 words
Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-30T12:29:19

Don't Join In

You don't win anything by participating in a war..

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-30T11:20:03

Movie Night Hangover

When you spend the night watching 4 movies in a row, finally go to bed at 5am, wake up early and realise that you're an idiot and you hate the world because your zombie-body, scratchy-eyes and...

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-30T11:03:52

The Zoo

If I could find the perfect man and the perfect woman, I would open up a zoo for endangered humans and put them in it..

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-29T04:39

The Wisdom I Come Out With At Ungodly Hours

Ever noticed that the word bed is shaped like a bed. Bed has a nice comfortable headboard. bed is more of a regular wooden or metal structure. BED is a divan. I'm sorry...

24 16 76 words
Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-29T01:28:33

Paper-thin Skin

~ Warning: May cause distress, so don't read if you're in doubt.

10 6 154 words
Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-29T01:04:24

Little Birds

Lay to flight Little birds, Sailing through a melancholy blue, Soaring high above like pennies Waiting to fall.

8 1 69 words
Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-28T04:28:10

Time To Go To Bed

Sleepy eyes Slowing Down Not enough energy To smile or frown Tiring, bl ur ri n g R b i n u b n g My...

24 3 36 words
Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-27T18:07:11

Story Time!

Well, sort of. It's coming soon. @Stablish put me up to the mutual challenge of having something towards a novel done by Friday evening and posted on here and as you can see, I failed it.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-27T00:09:42

You Can

You can be, You can do, You can excel, You can win, You can succeed, You can lead, And it all comes From within. ~ This one is for my husband, @ThatManDan. To Daniel: You can. ~.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-26T20:01:13

Pen Names, Yea Or Nay?

Has any budding author on Opuss thought about using pen names. Or, are you already published and are using one now. Whichever point you're at, what would you say your motives are/were in your...

2 11 73 words
Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-26T00:59:14

The Family Tree

Mother: You're the reason I felt like I'd failed. Step-father: You're the reason I felt worthless. Half-sisters: You're the reason I felt alone. Father: You're the reason I felt unwanted.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-26T00:47:59

Sometimes It's Okay To Be Selfish

If there's one thing I've learnt in life, it is that sometimes it's okay to be selfish.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-25T01:39:26

Story Block

I really need to write a story or two, but to be honest, I'm scared at the thought of it.

14 10 171 words
Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-25T01:06:45

100

100 followers after 12 days, I can't believe it is true. Finding my posts through this talented maze And deciding that they somehow touched you.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-25T00:39:16

The Foolish And The Wise

In your journey through life, you will come across two kinds of people: the foolish and the wise. The foolish are stubborn, self-oriented and learn lessons late.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-24T19:22:12

Don't Be Perfect

Never strive for perfection - it only strangles you. Instead, act from the heart; don't be too afraid to be impulsive; and ignore those negative thoughts telling you that something's not good enough.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-24T01:01:49

Unforgettable Eyes

Unforgettable eyes Pull me near Hypnotise me Wipe away that tear We'll meet up again Someday soon Share a final kiss Under the pale blue moon Can I capture your soul In that deep black gloss.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-24T00:33:35

Be...

Be you. Be it all. Be something. That's all you have to do..

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-24T00:31:07

We The Free (From Society)

When you look right up at the stars at night You will see me reflected in their shine, For I am a feral piece of the world And what you see is all mine.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-23T17:47:50

My Bubble

~I wrote this half asleep and I don't really like it, but I thought I'd post it anyway :P~ My bubble has a membrane, thin yet strong, I high-five its inner walls knowing something's wrong, I cannot...

10 6 273 words
Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-23T15:15:29

Heartbroken

I like you. I like you a lot. I always have from the start. You're the most beautiful thing I have ever seen - An absolute work of art.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-23T01:35:33

Fear - The Leader

Every little moment in which you let fear lead your life, your world becomes a little smaller..

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-22T15:05:05

Boxes Boxes Everywhere!

This is just a little note to say that I might be a bit less active on here at the moment as I have a fair bit of packing to do with the house move.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-22T14:51:23

Valium

Blurred vision slows me Valium taking over Relaxed feeling now.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-22T14:51:20

Sleepy Purrs

Wet nose on my skin Furry presence next to me Purrs himself to sleep.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-22T00:03:38

The Spectators

Humid dark blue night Fireflies dance over river Trees spectate the show.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-21T23:50:39

To Laugh A Lot

I laugh myself sore Raw eyes squeezed tight and seeping With happiness drops.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-20T20:58:49

My Journey Towards Self-Love

The mind is a glorious thing, but it is also very fragile.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-20T15:34:37

The Mind Rules Over

Your heart can't predict the future, but your mind can try. ~ Yeah, I'm feeling a little anti-love today xD ~.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-20T15:25:53

Stupid Heart

Listen to your heart... until it leads you into stupid situations. Then you realise why your mind has been holding a grudge against you..

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-20T15:19:05

Jealousy vs. Self-Love

Jealousy doesn't have a place in the presence of self-love. Self-love doesn't have a place in the presence of jealousy..

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-19T23:20:42

Perfect You

~This poem isn't aimed at anyone in particular, it's just an expression of love. To nobody. Or anyone.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-19T21:34:35

An Autumn Landscape

~I wrote this when I was 15 - We were focusing on descriptive language, so I came up with this. I couldn't use semicolons correctly for the life of me...

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-19T20:17:33

No Connection

Every time the kittens chew my wires, I die a little inside....

12 0 12 words
Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-19T20:17:33

Out Of Sight

~This is a mini-story that I wrote when I was 12. It makes me laugh when I read it now as I think the ending is so stupid, but anyway. Sorry if it's a long Opuss.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-19T18:04:59

Original Writers, Speak Up!

As much as I love second-hand quotes, I like to follow original writers. I write my own material, and I'm interested in others who do the same.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-19T12:34:40

Depersonalisation

~This poem is about Depersonalisation, a mental illness that I suffer from where I feel disconnected from my body. A lot of people who smoke weed develop it, but I attained it sober.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-18T19:47:46

Tiny Little Tinkers

~I wrote this when I was 18 in a moment of broodiness. Writing a poem was a good form of letting it out/contraception ;) It kind of makes me cringe at the moment, but anyway...~ I love babies.

10 3 155 words
Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-18T18:55:12

Thank You! And A Little About Blurb

I just wanted to thank everyone who has followed, liked and commented on my stuff so far. It means just so much to me. I've got the confidence of an earthworm so it's an incredible boost.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-18T16:14:34

The Addict

~This poem is about addiction; what it does to the mind, and what it does to the people at the receiving end of the addict's ways.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-18T11:57:51

The Move

~I'm moving house.

10 2 144 words
Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-18T00:12:33

My Grandmother. My Rock.

The thing I am finding hardest to write over anything is a letter to my 91 year old grandmother.

14 8 280 words
Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-17T20:14:20

The Loving Audience

Whatever, wherever, however you write - there will always be an audience who love it..

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-17T20:07:10

Semicolons

I've been using them. Apprehensively. But have I been abusing them. Critics - Criticise!.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-17T19:55:57

Opuss Bugs That Need To Be Squished

I love Opuss BUT there are a few little bugs I've seen flying about.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-17T11:51:04

A Day In The Life Of A Pussycat

~This poem was inspired by my kitty cats and their level-headed stomp as they go about their day in our house :) ~. Puss puss puss puss. I'm a pussycat, puss. Stalking down a rat, puss.

6 1 98 words
Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-17T05:12:51

The Top Priority

When putting yourself at risk for the ones you love, some call it stupid. I call it prioritising..

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-17T04:52:35

Creativity Is A Healer

A creative outlet is the best medicine that can be given to treat a mental illness..

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-17T04:31:47

Anxiety

I'm riddled with anxiety tonight. I've suffered from panic attacks since I was fourteen, and Agoraphobia for a few years, but tonight feels uniquely frightening.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-16T13:57:51

The Survivor

~This is just a little poem I wrote to motivate myself.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-15T19:49:41

To Follow

Follow the heart, not the herd. ~ I chose to write this quote to remind myself of what I stand by most. ~.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-15T18:36:52

Best Friends

~I wrote this poem not from my own experience (As I'm a bit of a loner) but from the kind of friendship that I dream of having. It's more like a written picture.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-13T19:28:55

Survival

You don't project survival - you ride it. ~I wrote this quote while going through a tough time in my life. There is no planning, sometimes you just have to DO.~.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-12T21:06:52

Difficulties

Is it the difficulties that are real. Or the perception that something is difficult?.

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Bethibella
Bethibella
2012-04-12T08:41:50

Okay. So My First Post Is A Question!

Hi everyone. I'm glad I've found Opuss, it seems like an amazing way to connect with and follow amateur writers.

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