18 year old student, loving opuss and the people I've met along the way <3 ... Kik: Bethlin
Lift the lid Plug it in Remove the cap Ready the pin Slide it out Place it down Remember the yellow No more, frown Pin in place Playing right now Ah the memories Feeling old somehow Now the...
It's time you call again Say hello my friend Open up my heart Why do you pretend.
Blood in my mouth. On my face and on my clothes. What happened. "Hey, Sweetie" Someone was saying. I let my eyes adjust properly. I took in the room.
Listen to my words. Read them aloud. See them written on the page. See them written on a cloud. Words are of beauty. Of magic too. Words can change everything. But could also break you.
The wind howling, wanting more,. The wind howling, at your door,. The rain pelts, on the ground. The rain pelts, disguising the sound. The blood shed, bleed now bleed.
There's a part of me That dies inside Part of me Wants to run and hide Do you like me. Are you scared. Do I want you. Am I prepared.
#FridayFun Crouched - in a hole, lone; death bullets circle his home. Child, stranger to calm. Fear - a common foe, That visits with every shot. Trapped, nowhere to go.
B loody hell I've done it again L oved my phone so much A nd now that it's gone C ouldn't resist getting another one K ept on dropping my last one B ut I'm a klutz, can't you see E xactly what have...
So as you all may know, I have been doing the tag #BeginningRhymes and I have no idea if this will work or if it will catch on at all but I would love to see your pieces ...
#BeginningRhymes. My love for you grows ever stronger. Die, I would if I knew you no longer. You are my one and only. Do anything you could to stop me from being lonely.
Another new leap and I don't know what to do After these months, what will be new.
#beginningline #nightdwellers Stepping into the unknown With the shrubbery overgrown The bright moon so high Brightening the damp, dark sky She stepped along the muddy floor She was looking for a...
So I said I would let you know how the performance went. The National Theatre guy seemed happy with our performance today. Like really happy. And it went so much better than Tuesday's performance.
Sleep now, my baby. Night has come to play. Only wake again tomorrow. When night becomes day. Let the sleep take over. Let your mind dream. Dream of things unreal. And how things seem.
#acrostic C ollege is nearly over A nd there's one less table to share F ind a spot by the others E nter floor territory if you dare ----------- I don't know if it counts but I love it up there.
#acrostic M mm, the best C hips ever. D elicately fluffy E xactly perfect R ightly crispy M mmmm O h, how my mouth waters T aste the crisp T aste the fluff ' S o much mouth watering going on here!.
I see your smile. It lights up her day. Speaking to you now. She's loving it in every way. Yeah, you have a girlfriend. But she doesn't seem to mind. She's just happy you're friends.
#BeginningRhymes . . My love spread her wings . Sky, she flew to see new things . Kiss upon her tender lips . Miss her when she's on her trips . Hold her tight when she's there .
Love Is an Unexplainable Word Do we know love. Do we think we have loved. How do we know we have loved. Having different sectors: Eros Agape Philia Storge How do we know what love is.
The thing with you The thing you do Wrapped up in family new And they aren't real family too What happened to your children.
You spill your heart out. Like you don't want to. But say "well you did ask". Like it's nothing on you. But it seems she hurt you. Although I don't know. But I think you liked her.
Constant low hum of the fish tank in the corner. The shuffling by the bookcase is yet to happen. The tv on downstairs in the living room. And the washing machine is on downstairs too.
My love for you still grows. I think everyone knows. I want to hold you tight. Kiss you through the night. Hold you when you're down. Wipe away your frown. Be your one and only girl.
Firstly I would like to thank everyone for the likes and reposts in the last few hours ... Okay, more than last few hours but today and late hours of last night. Merci Beaucoup.
I sat down on my bed and decided to wait for you to come back before I asked if you were hungry.
I grabbed someone's hand. Just grabbed it. What was I doing. Who's hand was it. I didn't even want to look. I was WAY too scared and I was here for a few hours.
#acrostic T are me apart E mpty my heart R ip it in two C ruel hands that do E xactly what are you keeping from me. S ecrets bring you glee.
#BeginningRhymes. Morning comes way too soon. Yawning goodbye does the moon. The sun breaks with a smile. She hasn't smiled in a while. While she passes the moon, she smiles more,.
The warmth bursts through. My heart beats for you. You're the only one I see. Because you're the only one for me. You hold my heart's key. And your heart belongs to me. And I thank you for loving me.
#acrostic S ometimes things hidden E dge their way forward C oming out for the world to see R eady to name and shame E ach and every one of us, T ime will tell how bad it'll be ....
I guess you could say that today has been eventful ... Woke up and we had snow. Snow!. I don't know if any of you have snow. But it has been snowing on and off all day and has settled a teeny bit.
When you feel like crying. For something so small. When you can't do one thing. And feel you'll let down them all. "What the hells wrong with you?". You ask more and more now.
Off to London Going to visit the zoo Actually can't wait There's just so much to do Sing to the penguins I promised her from the start Want to see the tigers That are so close to my heart Looking...
Thump-a-thumpin'. My heart beats along. When your hand is in mine. It feels ever strong. Thump-a-thumpin'. My heart seems to scream. I want it to be so real. But it seems to be a dream.
I fell in love by the beach. I fell in love by the sea. I fell in love by the pier. And you fell in love with me. I fell in love by the log fire. I fell in love by the trees.
Without you. I am lonely. Without you. I am blue. Without you. I am loveless. And there's nothing I can do. Without you. I am over. Without you. I need you there. Without you. I am clueless.
#acrostic H ow can you say just how my day O r week is going to be.
Under his exterior Is a really lovely guy He has heartfelt talks And a little quiet cry To me he spills his heart out Tells me perhaps too much A problem with his anger Stay away from his angry...
Am I so invisible that you can't see. I am standing right here, can you see me. Are you one of those who don't give a damn.
So come in from college And want a little sleep Think "yeah, great idea" When no one's around to make a peep Now why am I still awake.
Over and over again I put paper to pen I want to write to you I want to know you too Will you remember me in years to come. Will you be the ink engraved on my thumb.
(Swear word/s in). Excuse my French. But shit went down. No one was happy. Look everywhere you'll see a frown. Now, I was confused. Got told I was lucky I wasn't in. People preferred to stay away.
She told you she loved you And what did you do. She told you she loved you Did you say it too.
#4lines4fun Waiting for hours For just one sneeze When will it come. Just come already please!.
#BeginningRhymes Devour my corpse Cower as I warps Let the rain fall Yet still you stall Kill me, you want to Still it hurts you Do you feel for me. You really finally see.
#4lines4fun He needed to go What could he do. Pulled down his trousers And started to poo.
Right at the end You change your mind You separated friends I think you'll find "Where was you?" I'll get tomorrow I'll have to go in But can't face their sorrow I'm told people were bitching That...
You didn't talk to me at school the next day. Or the day after that. Or the week after that. But at home, when your friends weren't around, you talked to me all the time. I couldn't shut you up.
(For Tara, I wish he knew ...) How do you feel when she says hi. When you walk away without a bye. You keep her awake at night Speaking to you brings her fright She's hung up ...
#BeginningRhymes She decided she didn't care Me, I was the one that was there You didn't notice, you didn't see Do you even see the real me.
#acrostic - don't know what happened with this one lol ☺ M oonlight comes way too soon E ntrapping me with so much gloom L acy fingers in the sky A nd I'm wondering why why why.
You make up excuses for me to see you I do the same, but I don't want to see you too It's not that I don't like you, really I do, It's just you make me nervous, sorry it's true, You make me nervous...
"No matter how old you are, a hug from your mum always makes things better." - My brother said this. It inspired me to write this ...
#BeginningRhymes. Snow lay upon the ground. Go but don't make a sound. Howl in the moonlight. Growl before you take a bite. Drink the pure blood. Think, he was once a stud. A real ladies man.
You helped me and my mum for ages. All day. Had dinner with us too. Dinner was only a pizza with us sitting on boxes in my room. That wasn't good. Or I didn't feel like it was.
So because I'm ill and was off college yesterday, I was able to get some writing done. So here are chapters 14&15 ... Enjoy.
I remember when I met you. Finally met you after months and months of seeing you in school. We moved into the house next door. You called it the haunted house, didn't you.
#acrostic. M onsters are lurking, always there. Y ou want to move closer, I wouldn't dare. S omething about the way you looked tonight. T eeth chattering, you brought them fright.
#BeginningRhymes. Feel a love so strong. Deal with things gone wrong. Fall head over heels. Call then go out for meals. Make everyday a surprise. Take her in your arms if she cries.
#acrostic. D on't forget the nice warm mornings. O r the things you used to see. R ight there is a small town. K indly perfect to me. I wouldn't mind moving there. N ow my dad would go so mad.
#acrostic S omewhere below London on the map O h that's where I'll be, eating a nice bap U - turn back to London, back where I love T o where I feel I belong, H ome when I never stay long ... but...
#BeginningRhymes #nightdwellers. Bang went the door. Sang did the witches. Bite did the vampires. Night came too soon. Blood in the hallway. Flood in the bathroom. Fright will fill you.
#acrostic N ow let me take you, to my little town, E ars are everywhere, and most W ear a frown.
#acrostic #riots (know they were like ages ago but oh well lol) C rank up the music the chavs are about R eeves corner got burned in a bout O nly Croydon would trash the good music shop Y ou never...
(I hope the woman this is for isn't on Opuss ... I'm sure I'd know though because my mum would have been told "oh, my friend uses that too!" ... Wouldn't she. ...
Okay so I said I'd give you news on the poem/rhyme thingy that I'm doing for someone. Well, I'm not actually writing it. She wrote it. BUT. She wants me to sort it out ...
Sitting on the old swing He sits on his porch Reading an old, old book With glasses and a torch It is the dead of night He waits for her return She is due any minute For her, he does yearn Been...
(Was thinking "what if the beginning words rhyme instead of the end.
Somehow I will love you Somehow I will make do Somehow It'll be forever Somehow It feels like never Somehow My heart does hurt Somehow I'll be curt Somehow I will speak truth Somehow I will beat...
Tonight. My arms are here to stay. Tonight. I'll love you in every way. Tonight. My love calls in the silent sky. Tonight. We'll wonder when and why. Tonight. My heart will, skip a beat. Tonight.
(Rewritten version of The Angel). They see me in the moonlight. They see me in the sun. I scare them at twilight. But my job is never done. They see me by the graves now. They see me, I'm so old.
Sorry it has taken so long and thank you all for being so patient. Now down to business, this is an easy one but please don't shout out, only say when I say so ...
(Half rushed - may rewrite when I get in ☺). They see me in the moonlight. They see me in the sun. I scare them at twilight. But my job is never done. They see me by the graves now.
I'd say goodbye. "Peter" Saying his name over and over. I was going to scream. I was. I was. I was. "Peter. Peter. Peterrrr" The name was being sung now. "Shut up. Shut up.
So it's the weekend ... And I'm sorry there isn't much, I've been busy this week. Going to be busy next week too so the next part may be next weekend too. Sorry. Enjoy.
To all you lovely Opussians out there. The #FridayFun piece has not been completed yet. We only need a final part. Anyone want to volunteer to do it. Let me know!. ☺.
#TalesFromSchool So I have been thinking and @yamaarashi 's #acrostic has inspired me to tell a few #TalesFromSchool ... Just for fun. Feel free to do a few too, if you want to.
#acrostic S elsdon changed to Quest, in my last year, C an't believe how many teachers left, they weren't staying here, H ow Quest put up gates, like a prison in my own school O nly had a year left...
#acrostic S o I was the kid, writing in the corner, C heers to the others who left me alone H ow I passed, I do not know O nly named a "geek" but did no work O ops, don't see how that makes me one.
#acrostic S o let me take you back C ome to before most teachers got the sack H ere's a group of us running down the hall O odles of laughter and water for all O nly thing is, no one did care L...
"Peter?" That was one name I was sick sick sick of hearing. "Peter" The name came out as a shriek this time. Sick of hearing the name. Seeing his face. Remembering everything that he'd said and done.
R un your fingers through your hair. U ntie my dress, let it fall right there. N ow lets run into the sea. N ow lets show them what we can be. I can hold you close to me. N ow make you see.
#minirant+poem "She's too pretty for him.
#FridayFun Cold shells buried deep, buried deep under iced sheets, Snow covered body limbs, body limbs no longer heat.
So I stood back, looked up at the sky, and smiled Being in a place so green made me feel new and wild You kissed a spot on my neck and watched me squeal Being in your arms made this all seem...
#beginningline #nightdwellers. The promises died in his icy white breath. He pointed at me with his fingers of death. There was something about him, the way that he moved.
Falling into a stupor A rut Feels like the same thing Over and over Get up While complaining Get up In the cold Get up In the warm Get up And do the same thing Not a morning person Let me sleep...
So this is part of maybe a three part story-ish ... The first two parts are "Valentines Day" and "The Day After V-Day" ...
#disabilityaware. I n the moonlight she's crying. G oing on 12 today. N ot liking this life. O r being treated this way. R eally she's beautiful. A bright young girl.
#disabilityaware. O n the way home, I'm. P ersistently laughed at,. E veryone stares at me. N o one actually sees. Y ou are perfect my mama says. O pen your eyes and stay that way.
He stalked in the moonlight His eyes turning red He licked his lips again, again Shouldn't you be in bed. You were wearing a mini skirt.
#natureacrostic. S ay goodbye to Mr Sun,. U pon the ground he no longer shines. N ow I miss him, he's no longer mine,. L ighting up the sky no more,. I find this cruel, my heart is sore.
#natureacrostic. S ummertime patiently waiting. U pon you, waiting for me too,. N icely patient, brightening your day. L ighting your way in the dark,. I t brightens you in every way,.
#natureacrostic. S omething in the smile. U pon his face. N ow it brightens my day. L ove how it makes my heart race. I love the light his smile brings, the. G reat sunlight in his eyes.
He Is There He Is Always There Going T H R O U G H your H E A D Sleepless nights spent in bed Thinking Thinking ...
So many questions going through your head At night you lay alone in bed Are you hoping for feelings new. Or to do things you know you could do.
Stop. Listen. To my heart. Stop. Listen. Hear it start. Hand. Out. Feel the beat. Hand. Out. Our hands meet. Kiss. Slowly. Our lips touch. Kiss. Slowly. I want too much. Step. Closer.
Always without you. If only I knew. You'd devour me in seconds. Pull me down too. They told you I fell in love. I fell in love that day. You didn't like that. I had to be yours in every way.
Why tempt me. When you can't see. Why hold me. When you can't be with me. Why love me. When you can't do a thing. Why pull me in. With a simple diamond ring. Please stop this. It is going too far.
Sorry it's been a while since I posted the last few chapters but here is chapters 10&11. Enjoy.