Greetings Orinars! My name's Chanah! I live in a small town in the middle of absolute no where. All I do is write and read because I have little to no life :) if you wanna know more then feel free to ask! I'll answer any and all questions.
Sometimes I'd wonder what it be like if they knew what I do when I'm "down in the dumps." I know that I'd be judged by some and hated by a few, even if I am working on pulling myself through.
And all along I thought we were friends. Guess I can't trust you at all. I'm starting to believe you keep me around because you like to watch me suffer. Well no more.
You ask me why I do this, why I hurt myself and I don't have an answer for it. I know it's stupid and that I should quit but I don't want to.
When we reached the fence I jumped out and ran over to the lock. My hands were shaking as I tried to insert the keys into the lock but finally I got it off.
I'm so confused I can't tell up from down anymore!!. Ahh!!. Nothing makes sense anymore and I can't tell if you're trying to help me or hurt me anymore.
With tears in her eyes, she put out the flames of their so called "love" and watched as it was carried of on the cold winter breeze..
"I understand if you move on," he says. Trust me, if I could I would. I would tell you this but now you've gone away and you're put with your friends and once again, I'm left here.
Yesterday in my English class my teacher was talking about Shakespeare. He asked us who we thought was the strongest of the two both mentally and physically, Romeo or Juliet.
Well Today was good. I went to my bothers school and we talked to his principal. He agreed that Kiefer (my brother) should go to school with me.
I must of fallen asleep because when I woke we were parked. I looked around for Zayden but he was no where to be found. I looked up for signs. There was one but it was unreadable.
I made a promise to myself that this year, I'm not going to wear my heart on my sleeve anymore.
She looked back at me. All the color and expressions had left her. My heart sort of sank as I embraced myself for the worst. "Ashlynn, come here," she said patting her lap. I got up and sat in her...
"Ash wake up," said a voice. She could feel her body being lightly shook. She opened her eyes. There were a set of blue crystal clear eyes staring back at her. She stretched, yawning.
There's no snow on the ground, no decorations, no tree, and no presents. Still this is the best Christmas yet because I'm alive and I'm getting to celebrate it with my family. Merry Christmas...
He's may not be as smart as most and at times he gets under my skin but little does he know how much I love him.
Her eyes met his and in them she saw no trace of Zayden left. She tried to reach up behind her to pull herself up onto the couch where the duffle bags with the weapons and ammo were but she couldn't.
So I don't believe the world is going to end tomorrow but I will admit, there have been some odd consequences. I was talking to my bestest friend ever on kik when he randomly stops texting me.
We had all agreed to make their escape early tomorrow. Everything was packed and ready to go. We tried to take as little as possible but we needed to have enough to make it to the mall.
Ok. So I feel really really stupid for asking BUT people have been asking me to tag them in my stories and what not.
"Baby doll, you're crazy. That's in a city three hours away from here," she said. "Mom, it's our only hope.
I woke up to the sounds if those things beating on the house. I got up carefully not to wake up Zayden and ran up stairs to get a glimpse of the real world.
*Zayden's P.O.V.* When I walked into her room, Ash's mom was up and looking out her window. She spun around and looked at me. "What has the world come too?," she asked. "The end," I replied.
"Wake up," Zayden said. My eyes shot open. "We have to barricade the doors and windows now," he said helping me up. We took what furniture we could and barricaded all the doors and windows.
There was a streak of blue light falling from the sky. I grabbed Zayden's hand and squeezed it tightly. His eyes followed my gaze.
"Where to?," he said. I pulled a set of keys out of my jacket pocket. "I'll drive," I said. He shrugged his shoulders. "That's ok with me," he said.
I didn't talk to Zayden for the rest of the night. Not that I was mad at him, I just didn't know what else to say. I didn't sleep a wink that night and when I finally did my mom poked her head in.
All of a sudden I wasn't inside of my head anymore I was inside of his. I tried to pull away but his grip on my hand tightened. "No," he whispered, "You need too see this.
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Zayden dropped me off at my house so I could get ready. I changed my out fit at least a hundred times before deciding on blue jeans and a T-shirt.
After suffering through all of my classes, it was time for lunch. I rushed to my locker, eager to get my lunch and see Zayden. When I entered the lunch room I sat down in our usual spot and wait.
"This is the beginning of the end!," shouted the man on the radio. I clicked it off rolling my eyes.
I could search the whole world over Under the sky so blue But never agin would I ever Be able to find another you.
I walked over to Octavius's lifeless body. I felt tears stream from my eyes and down my face. I couldn't leave him there so I grabbed his arms and pulled him outside.
Once we got a room we were so tired that we want straight to bed. I didn't dream at all so it was a rather peaceful sleep. I was awoken by the lovely ray of sunlight leaking through the window.
Even from across the room, his blood was intoxicating. I held myself back, telling myself I couldn't. He took a step closer with his arms outstretched. My back was to the wall.
Alec's P. O. V. She stood in front of the mirror, staring at herself in disbelief. Her face was completely expressionless making it hard to read her. "Are you ok?," I asked.
I opened my eyes and when I did I was surprised to find that I was in a room that was not mine. It wasn't a hospital room either. It seemed like a spare room of some sort. I sat up in bed.
All I can remember after "touching ground" is seeing Alec. I remember seeing his blood shot eyes as he brushed my hair from my face. A sharp pain surged through out my body.
After you left, I knew things would be different. Not a day goes by that I don't remember that cold starless night. The night that you left me on.
Once we got to the air port, we waited it those uncomfortable plastic chairs for what seemed like hours.
Hey guys. Sorry I haven't been posting in a while. I've been busy with school. It's my senior year and I've been dealing with applying for colleges/scholarships and retaking my act.
All of my life, I would spend my days reading. Fiction is what I loved the most. I loved reading of mystical magical places filled with extraordinary things and deep dark secrets.
That week flew by fast. Friday was here before I knew it. It was almost as if it'd had snuck up on us.
I burst through the bed room door to find Octavius sitting up, curled up with his knees tucked up close to his chest. He was rocking back and forth crying.
I felt strong arms lift me from the ground and carry me out to the car. When I woke up I was back at Octavius's house.
He looked at me for a long while without saying anything. Finally he asked,"are you sure?" I stared into his eyes. "As sure as I'll ever be," I said. He grabbed my hand and gave it a gentle squeeze.
I figured since my bio was a little on the "boring side" I'd tell everyone a little bit about myself. My name is Chanah but I like going by Chanah Jade.
I promised myself I wouldn't Yet I still managed to slip And fall into love But it's not that bad Because you were there to catch me .
I had to see if Octavius was ok, I needed to hear his voice to reassure myself that he was ok. I grabbed the phone and punched in his number. "Hello?," said a voice.
I looked around. I couldn't quite make out where I was because I was surrounded by darkness. I could feel the could hard concrete press underneath my palms as I set up.
I opened my eyes and looked around the tiny room I was in. I don't remember how I got there. The room had padded walls (like you would find in a asylum) with a concrete floor.
The minute I got home I pulled out my cell phone and called Octavius and told him everything that had happened. "I'm so sorry I should have followed you home," he's said.
Once we finished our discussion we left. "Do you want me to follow you home?," he asked. This coming from a guy I just met would usually creep me out but under the circumstances it was an exception.
Octavius and I walked over to the food court and found a seclusive table in a corner. As we took are seats I got kind of nervous. "So, you want to find Slenderman?," he asked.
Days came and went and before you know it, it was Friday. I got dressed and hopped in my truck wanting to hurry up and meet this Octavius fellow. I tried to get to the mall as quickly as possible.
As I sink deeper and deeper into the dark water I look up and see the light My only chance of escape My safe harbor Although I try to reach it The water has it's icy grip on me Pulling deeper and...
If you were to leave me. There would be no stars in my night sky. No shining sun and rainbows. Only loneliness and sorrow. My clouds silver lining would no longer exist.
So I'm out with mom at mcdonalds with mom and there are sooo many flys. I haven't been feeling well lately so i didn't go to school. On the upside, our dog had it's puppies today.
I trusted your words But your words were lies. Intricate lies woven neatly to build a disguise for you to hide behind.
After a few days I git back to the mysterious stranger that had sent me the email. All I asked was who he was. He then told me that his name was Octavius.
My memory was getting even worse. I don't even remember what I did after burning the box. After that day I spent the rest of my nights wide awake. I dare not close my eyes.
I'm nit quite sure how to feel about anything anymore. One minute I'm as happy as can be and then I think of you... Why would you just abandon me.
A week had past since Jewel had passed. I didn't want to attend the funeral because I just couldn't. I didn't really want to go to school either but I did, she would have wanted me to.
As the sun rose it's rays beamed down through my window. I stared at The box Jewel had given me which was sitting in the middle of the room. I eagerly got up and walked up to the box.
This feeling I get when I'm with you. Spreads through me like wild fire. The though of you alone sends me higher and higher. You've got me lifted so high that I can touch the clouds.
After I got home from Jewel's, I spent the rest of the night wondering what the box Jewel gave me might contain.
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The next day I noticed something was off. I couldn't tell what it was but there was a feeling deep within me telling me something was terribly wrong.
Jewel was laying I'm bed. Her skin was as White as snow and she had heavy bags beneath her eyes. It looked as I she hadn't slept in days. I slowly walked up to her. I remember her the look in her...
I'm going to fight to keep you Because you make me so happy And I know we were meant to be Although a certain some one disagrees.
A few days later, or was it the next day?, either way I went to school. I didn't want to tho. I wanted to stay home and research more on this Slenderman. He was slowly taking up my life.
I know I should've listened to Jewel after she told me not to look up Slenderman but I disregarded her warning and looked him up anyway.
I don't know where to start. I'm not even sure if I should be talk to anyone about this but I have to get it out of my mind and on to paper so I know... I know I'm not crazy.
Why was 6 afraid of 7. Because 7 8 9 :).
You are my. Cloud's silver lining. A dream behind closed eyes. You are the reason. For all that I do. And the way I feel inside. In my heart. There's no need for questioning. No room for doubt.