I'm Just Me - I speak my mind. My thoughts may be crazy, different and random... But they're always Real. Follow me :)
Walking away from someone you love is a hard thing to do, especially when your thoughts and feelings take over you, trying my best not to cry, the emotional pain I feel cannot hide, a single tear...
These few days away have been very enlightening for me. New mind set. Newly found inspiration to follow my dreams. I needed to hit that low for me get things into perspective.
How I feel right now is sad and too depressing to be shared on here. Pen and paper will be my new best friends... For now..
I will not let the negative energy of others affect me. I shall stand tall and rise above it.
I have that fluttery sensation. I'm constantly smiling. I feel extremely happy. I hear a murmur from within so I listen closely. "Your in Love" whispers my heart..
A wife without the ring. An agreement with no signatures. Single yet taken. Committed Unknowingly.
Ok, so my bubs and I are open to the idea of having a threesome. For some reason the thought of two girls and a guy is really appealing to me and of course it's his fantasy.
The chemistry between us is crazy. There's definitely something there. "Can you feel that?" He asks. I look at him and nod. He leans over to kiss me, I kiss him back.
I wish you could upload pics on Opuss. Hopefully the next update would allow that :).
Saturday 19th May 2012 Feeling 60/40 today as I'm in one of those can't be asked moods. But I got an urge to take myself into the kitchen and make a delicious crumble. Pear, pineapple and mango...
I want him to tell me to f*** off. I want him to tell me he doesn't care. I want him to tell me he don't want me. I want him to tell me go away forever. I want him to tell me it's meaningless.
I need to getaway. I could do with a change of scenery. Some sunshine, some fresh air and friendly faces. Just to let go, relax and unwind. Have no worries, no cares and feel 100% stress free..
I live by certain morals, principles and have high standards. I know I'm not the prettiest woman in the world, but my heart is the right place, my attitude is correct and my persona is cool.
If you want me in your FUTURE, you shouldn't have your PAST in the PRESENT..
Im slighty anxious but excited at the same time. I start my new job today :).
Woke up this morning feeling refreshed. I notice my son jumped into my bed in the middle of the night. I smile. When I think of it, things aren't really as bad as they seem.
Okay, composure regained. I don't drink and I don't smoke. Any suggestions on how I can release my tension?.
I feel like an erupting volcano with high explosives inside.... Tick tick tick BOOM!!!.
Got a lot on my mind today. The only way to vent my thoughts freely is to articulate how I feel through opuss. So glad I found this app. .
I once asked a dear friend for some wise words and he told me "In times of need feel stronger, you know your a fighter." It was at that point when I realised he was right.
No one would ever think I get weak because I never show that side... They see a facade of a strong woman with her happy face on and head held high at all times.
I think I'm falling in love with you, I don't want that to happen but it feels right, I don't want to fall for you cause that's going to be emotional..
Hmmm So he wants a second chance.... I wonder if that's because he knows that someone else is into me.
Hakuna Matata.
Envy Green is such an ugly colour....
I love being held. His arms wrapped around my waist holding me tight. A place where I feel so safe. A gentle forehead kiss and a smile of reassurance..
Words Can't express how I feel. Tears can..
I return home feel nice and sweet. I'm Feeling for some good loving.
Be strong Remain positive Stay focused Persevere.
“I'm fed up of males, if a good one comes my way and I have sincere feelings for him its a frickin wrapppp!”.
1. NEVER answer the fone to another guy whilst with a guy 2. NEVER put guys under pressure 3. NEVER speak exactly how you feel 4. NEVER show signs of Jealousy 5. NEVER act Insecure and Needy 6.
You see the scene in the movies where the woman opens the door, the man walks in and then she randomly jumps up onto him, they start kissing heavily and strip off their clothes, he throws her down on...
Keep your thoughts to yourself Chemarle. You should have learned by now that voicing how you really feel gets you into trouble. No matter how real and truthful it is, Keep quiet!!!.
He's on my mind *sighs* Can't go a day without thinking about him. Even when I distract myself, he seems to just pop back up into my thoughts..
No way On earth am I quitting or giving up. I will climb the highest mountain and swim the deepest sea because I truly believe in good time what will be will be.