“I can't explain myself, I'm afraid, sir, because I'm not myself you see.” -Alice in Wonderland
The cold wind whisps upon my face, And as I look down I realise I'm late, So I call upon my feet to quicken their pace, Starring upon the looming building which determines my fate..
Now I've never been one to open up, I felt forever that my heart had been corrupt, But then you walked in, Guns blazing, And I knew something was changing, Feeling a tug upon my heart, That led me...
No. Please stop. What is this about. You said you'd tell me. You promised. Next time you let your pain out. I can help. I can listen. Why don't you see I'm here. Come on. Please.
"Where is the beasts heart?" "he Hasn't one." they sAid stay away from the beast but curiosity, got the besT of me, always my downfall, lovIng the Fantasy unknown, chasing pocket wAtch...
today after college, I went a new route, deCided to see my sister, who hAs recently moved, wheN i saw that flash of hair, somewhere in the disTance, but it Drawing nearer and nearer becOming much...
last night, was the saMe as any othEr, flying insults, back and forth, before we go and slam and shut our DooRs, i'm sitting thEre thinking, how could he sAy that, when you waltz right in, sweep Me...
When I first met him,. I really did feel something,. The initial meet,. Swept me off my feet,. My heart grew fonder,. As time made me ponder,. How my life could plan out with you,. And at the start,.
Day begins, Just like any other, I'm a young girl, Experimenting with style, Day moves on, And I'm oblivious, As passing rumours, Reach the surface.
Every single night, We exchange goodbyes, But questions arise, About tales of the heart, Because in the night, I can loose my disguise, No more need to lie, In the dark I can hide, Cause when you...
All my life, I've been preparing myself, For success, Always striving to do my best, No distractions, Interruptions, Always keeping my focus, Then you come along, Tried to sweep me off my feet, I'm...
How did you get here. Been here before. So many times, You've been through this door, But I know how it ends, I know the whole story, Poor little girl, Who is broken hearted.
You can't expect me to try, If you don't try, It doesn't work that way. You may think its important now, But when you turn around, Guess who won't be there.
You can lie to yourself,. Tell your reflection it's okay,. When in reality in just rains,. Every single bloody day,. So many authoritative voices,. Pushing "wisdom" down my throat,.
It's such a shame,. I'm watching us fade,. We knew this would happen,. When we went our separate ways,. Maybe it's my fault,. For not making an effort,.
I remember sneaking into your room, Trying your high heeled shoes, Just to feel like you, I remember feeling oh-so tall, Although the chance I could fall, Didn't matter at all.
Thank you, For everything you've done, Anytime my world gets rough, You're always there, You're always enough, To make me feel better, Put a smile on my face, And the way I can easily relate, To the...
Do the shouts give you power. Do the remarks make you better. Do the fights give you rushes. While I'm up here, While I'm hiding. Do you even realise I'm here.
We're hanging by a thread,. And my arms are getting tired,. We're ripping at the seams,. And I'm ceasing to be,. We're falling into nothing,. And I couldn't care less,. So get this through your head,.
I can't make you love me,. It will never work,. I can't make you want me,. It will never be enough,. If you can't see,. Yourself with me,. Then just say,. Maybe another day,. In time I'll find a way,.
Funny thing about beginnings, You never know when they start, One day everything's normal, Next you have my heart, I thought I learned my lesson from the last time round, But once again I let myself...
I'm not shy,. I'm just suspicious,. Curious, judicious,. My defensives are high,. Not easy to climb,. So, don't take advantage,. Or take me for granted,. I hope you do know,.
I stumbled through the mist,. Hoping to find some bliss,. But got the opposite,. Reality gave me a hit,. This is no fantasy,. You are no romeo,. You just let me go,. Down a lonely road,.
Hey pickpocket, I saw you just now, Sneaking around, Breaking hearts with no sounds, Your words are so evil, And your eyes so manipulative, Each heart and have encased and shown, In trophy rooms on...
Walking down a street, When a guy said to me, "Why, you seem so down beat, Hey, come on and move your feet, Life is your retreat!" But I pulled away, Didn't care what he had to say, I was too far...
Oh are you aware, The way you stare, Makes me crazy, Vision going hazy, And I get a little weaker, And I get a little weaker.
This isn't you, What your doing, Please return, That ugly mask, I can see, Through your walls, Your heart is not, Made of stone.
For so long, I've been so low, Fighting hard to get my knees off the floor, Stinging tears, Creep down my face, I said that nothing can be done or can be changed, I lie awake, Until I'm numb, Because...
My smile is elastic, My face is plastic, My time is wasted, My mind is spacing, My skin is bruised, My body is abused, My voice is sore, My vision is poor, My posture is wrong, My heart is gone..
I know I seem distance,. And this is no excuse,. But I really haven't got the energy to talk to you,. You can now hate me,. Kick and slap me,. Because I know I deserve it,. Your the only one there,.
She's sitting on the floor, She can't take much more, Passion thriving in her soul, But nobody knows, Her only dream is to sing, Fill up the stadiums, Different city every night, Loving fans in her...
I know your secrets,. The words been spreading round,. You should know that rumours,. Never go unnoticed in this town,. How you lie,. How you cheat,. How you smile when you beat,.
Blissful, Beautiful, Anyone could see I fell hard for you, Wonderful, Fantastical, But that's the difference between me and you, You didn't feel it too. How could I be so blind. Eating all your lies.
Cinderella sharpened her glass heel,. Snow white dropped the apple core,. Belle threw the rose on the floor,. Mulan cut her hair some more,. Alice stomped on the rabbit's watch,.
Little bo peep slaughtered her sheep, And didn't know where to hide them, Couldn't leave them alone, Or bring them home, People would surely find them, So their skins got the chop, Ended up in a...
1) My name is Amber. 2) My middle name is Jade. 3) I always wanted to be called 'AJ' but it never caught on. 4) I have 3 sisters and am the 3rd oldest. 5) I was born on the 3rd of January.
If this house was on fire, No one would notice, We'd burn in the flames, Pride is our game. Ignorant, And shallow, Is all we know, We we're brought up to be vainful.
Your conscience is full of wise words, Sometimes they help, Sometimes they don't. They can hold us together or break us apart.
Ever wake up, From one of those bad dreams.
Cyber bullying at its worst, Seriously what I've seen, You wouldn't believe, Oh how far a joke can go, But they think their untouchable, That they've got the hold, They don't care, What they say, How...
There goes the wind, Taking me away with it, I'm feeling like dust, Nothing much, Then when I do reform, I get smashed back up, Feels like a tiring pattern, Suddenly I'm what you want, Then being...
Opuss, Opuss, O I do have a tale, My adventure from yesterday, Was something of a spell, With witchcraft and magic, To where I was sent, Was definitely within my element, Broomsticks, Cloaks, Sets...
They're just boys, They're not ready, For the horrors of the world, Unnecessary battles, With no winners, Just cold blooded killers, Think their doing right, But their blinded, By "honourable"...
How must it feel,. On tour every night,. A thousand fans,. An overwhelming sight,. Screaming your name,. The height of your fame,. Your life has been changed,. Nothing's the same,.
The brighter the light, The darker the shadow.
I looked around, What did i see, An epidemic, Growing disease, I have to admit, It even got to me, A blinded woman, On her knees, Thinking she's nothing without a guy, Come on... This isn't twilight.
It seems so wrong, That something so right, Causes this much strife, Introducing new life, Meant to be simple, So many complications, Sitting around, All I can do is waiting, When will it end, Get to...
I've never been good, In dire situations, The seriousness, Is overwhelming, Leaving me with little feeling, Little breathing, I don't know what to do, Stand. Sit.
Telling myself, I'm strong for holding on, But I'm not, I'm wrong, Holding onto nothing, Is what the weak man does, So finally letting go, Heart ache and all, Standing up, Being strong, Can't believe...
How crazy I must be, Wishing on crazy dreams.
Do you ever look down, At everyone on the ground, Who've been kicked, Abused and outwitted, Because they are slightly different.
Why aren't you running after me. Why aren't you declaring i'm all you need. Why aren't you down begging on your knees. Why aren't you pleading me not to leave.
I'm trying to be strong, Trust me I am, But when the world is against you, You can't help but feel down, Blinded by arrogance, And my ignorance, Every slight little bump, Feels like a tornado, It...
"Amelia, are you listening to me?" She moved her head against the breeze. "Of course I am mummy!" She said unconvincingly. "My patience is quickly tiring!" Her mother placed her hands on her hips.
Head down,. Fast feet,. Long street,. Office building in front of me,. Up,. Down,. Claustrophobic,. Get me out this elevator,. Sit down,. Spin round,. White walls,. Small cubicles,. Copier,.
We survive, We go on, What doesn't kill us makes us strong. We hurt, We cry, Always try but lie. We see, We believe, But judge it constantly. We bully, We destroy, Just to fill ourselves with joy.
As I look around, Not much to be found, Sitting here alone, On my own, Watching the disappearing crowd.
Sitting by the window, Hear the thunder crackle, My hair is wet, From the falling dew drops, Flashes of light, Fill the misty grey sky, The weather tonight, Is how i'm feeling inside..
Do I really run from everything. Do I never face my problems. Do I rely on everyone else. Do I hide, scared of judgement. Do I run away from anything uncomfortable.
I'm not looking for a knight in a dazzling coat of armour. I'm not looking for a prince on a horse who has to conquer. I'm not looking for dreams or a happily ever after.
Emerging through the mist, Finally seeing bliss, How could I of missed all this. Wars are never won, Because there is always one, Who's fury is never done.
Listen to the whispering winds, Let it cleanse your soul, And fill the hole, Where your torn heart lies. Times may seem rough, Trouble getting tough, But hold strong onto hope, Or struggle to cope.
Tap, tap, tap. I sit up in my bed. Tap, tap, tap. Crawl to my window ledge. Tap, tap, tap. I see you throwing stones. Tap, tap, tap. I yell: "I don't want to hear it anymore!" Tap, tap, tap.
How do I make you see. You don't have to try with me. Just be there. That's enough.
Lately, I can't afford to think straight, I've had blows from front, back and centre, But now starting to stand upon my feet again.
Have you ever felt so betrayed. Forgotten, miss-layed. Left standing in tears of rain.
Staring at a blank page, How can I bring it to life. In a way it resembles me, Dieing to please. Should I plan it out. Or draw free hand. But if I make a mistake, Would it be too late.
The thoughts running through my head, Are no where near good. I don't want to contemplate it, But really can't escape it. I know nothing good will come, So how do I shake the feeling.
You may not of meant it, But reverse the roles, How would you like it. Cornered in, nowhere to go. Meant to be friends, Not someone you can kick, Over and over again.
Everyday is the same, Fighting, Struggling, Hiding, Praying, Hurting, Breaking, And she wonders why. Does anybody ever hear her when she cries?.
Everyday I try to look my best, Even though inside I'm such a mess, Trying to fit in with the rest, To past their standards and their tests.
I try to be kind, I try to be strong, I try my best to right my wrongs, I try to be honest, I try to be fair, I try my best to always share.
Excuse me for being once again on the fence, But I've been here before, And I already know how it ends, Because I'm not good at it, Really not at all. I'm not good at this.
From the moment you were born, Your story begun, Tough days ahead, But don't worry your young, You can afford to make mistakes, So many chances to take, But it's just the beginning, Just the...
So many options, So many choices, So many doors, To make life worth living..
You have to dare to dream, Take a leap of faith, Before it's too late, It can be taken away. You'll never know, If you never try, Destiny's around, Your future is now..
Waking up,. Finally feeling ok,. A smile on my face,. For the first time, is great,. I am content,. And un-afraid,. Just thinking about,. All the ways I've changed,. And I wouldn't change a thing,.
I'm so sick of trying, To please everybody, They always expect me, To do my best, But I'm just a kid, What do I know.
Thank you for stabbing me in the back again... This time it's personal!.
I want to walk out my door, And float away on a cloud, Let all my worries go, And problems on the ground, I want to search the unknown, And follow my dreams, But I'm stuck down here, In reality, I...
How many tears are cried in a day. Can they compare to all this rain. - Amber-Jade (who has been looking out her window and at the rain for far too long).
I guess I'm disappointed,. Because you dejointed,. The remains of our trust,. I should of see it coming,. But I was becoming,. A puppet in your show,. I don't want to be pushed around,.
I cannot seem to articulate, The complicated web, Within my head, Tangled within lies, Truths and goodbyes, Backstabbers and heroes, The angel and the devil, But the web grows larger, As I grow...
Did you have to. Break me, Completely, Shattered on the floor. Did you have to. Leave me, Alone, In this hole. Well, did you think that I'd admit defeat. Stay down and helplessly weap .
Walking barefoot along the beach,. Sand between my toes,. The salty ocean in my nose,. Stray splashes sting my knees,. As I set my foot within the sea,. My little finger ripples the water,.
Why do they keep running away. What is it about me, That makes them not want to stay. Replaying over in my head, What could I of possibly said.
My favourite season is autumn, And I love the leaves especially, Gold, red, brown, And their distinctive sounds, Crackling beneath my feet, As they slowly loose their heat, I love the burning...
Do you see me. I'm one in a million. Another crazed fan, Hoping you'll just touch my hand. Posters upon my wall, Lyrics replaying in my head, You sing me to sleep as I lay in bed..
Good and evil It's a battle Light and darkness Ends in peril Make your move Because its crucial You can win Or you can loose all It's your turn What will you do. Where you will move.
Day by day, Watched you change, Turned inside out, What's that about. Word by word, You pushed me away, Turned a blind eye, Left me in your lies, So, you pushed me down, You must own me now.
Standing alone, Painfully still, Faces passing by, Old friends - goodbye, How did I become, Uncomfortably numb. You say your feeling bad.
Unraveled my headphones, Turned out my light, Shut the curtains, Whispered goodnight..
I don't want to watch you breaking,. But I can't find no words to say,. I try to tape up your heart,. But then it starts to rain,. I watch your soul start to fade,. Hold into that innocence,.
Torn past, Shattered glass, Piercing screams, Broken dreams, Picture frame on the floor, A family, We are no more..
Every time I trust. They let me down. Every time I let them in. They crawl their way out. How can I carry on. Pretending nothing's wrong. When every time they leave. They take a piece of me.