One Summer With You

Chapter 27

I looked at him with the question hanging there.
" I can't stay". He said it and everything I believed in. Every thing I wanted to say, do or whatever was on my mind got washed away by disappointment.

" what do you mean?". I had to know why he said that. It was only a few days we knew each other. And the plan was, before we or I started to love him, the plan was he was actually going to leave. But what about those feelings? I didn't want to tell him my feelings. Obviously he didn't feel the same.

" I have to move on. I want you to know that this was amazing. Those few days. I am not a heartbreaker. But you, I only wanted to kiss you and hold you. I shouldn't have done it, I gave you wrong signals. I am sorry". He said it and I was already a step away from him.

" please don't go.. I ". I was walking away. He tricked me. I fell for a jerk named Jake. How dumb was I?! I started to cry, the tears were streaming down on my face. I let them fall. I couldn't help it. I fell on my knees and I just stared at the beach in front of me. I was a bit far from the house and from him. I just sat there staring at the ocean. At the dark water. With tears on my face and with pain in my heart. My mind was spinning and I was wide awake. I couldn't fall asleep, I had no work.

" Lisa please.. Don't cry. It's not you, it was my fault and I hate doing this to you". How fast was he?! He had his hand on my shoulder.