Life Histroy - Part One

I messed up in the past. I messed up big time. And now none likes be any more, the teasing, the picking fights, i just want it to stop. No body has even bothered to get to know me so they dont know how hard im trying to fit in. ITS NOT FAIR! Out of habbit i say stuff sometimes that i dont mean and i hate it because no ome ever gives me the chance to apologise. Why cant every one get rid of this everlasting grudge? If o so mutch as trip people will gather from all over the shool to make fun of me. I tryed telling the teacher but she said i had brought it on myself, even she doesnt see how much im trying to change. I wish some one for once would try and see how i feel. After all i havnt done anything wrong in ages but people havnt looked close enugh to realise it.

I have to go to school with the MOST IRATATING person EVER! did you know that once she made a big deal of going vegan and ate meat all day! Thats all she can do, lie. There have been some big ones in the past as well! She looks at all the populars and desides she HAS to coppy them and be iratating to us constantly. I HATE HER! Shes good for a laugh though and everyone will back me up, can you imagen she even told the teacher i was BULLYING HER once?!?!?!!! She has COMPLEATLY got the wrong idia. If I see her come near me again im going to get rid of her staight away, im not having anyone see me with her!

I dont know what to think. Everyones so horroble to her and she comes to me almost crying nearly every day. I used to think i hated her too but i dont have a reason to realy. Most people hate her because its "cool" but she cant tell anyome about it. She was pretty mean to me before but then it all stoped sudenly and she hasnt said anythong in ages. She even said sorry! I hate the fact that everyones so mean to her but i dont know if i like her or not. What can i do? Will me defending her just get me more enamys or a good freind? Im confused.

Thanks for reading i just want to ket you know that the all the people are real and i (the third one :P) need some honest advise from everyone reading this in the comments please. @bettyluvy @alwilmotxx @esme @lollipopSwirl