I chose to be remembered the same way I felt.
My mind works in mysterious ways I have to deal with the cards I was dealt, for not only were you a lover and a fighter but my friend, too feel the coldness again I couldn't comprehend.
I look for you for comfort, but its plain to see, that my biggest downfall is the fact that I am being me.
For when I am around you, I drain you from the core and now I'm friendless and not with you anymore.
You have no debt to me.
A friend you could be but the sad truth is your focus could never be me.
So do you see, my life I have chosen is the best for me and you, as being just simply a friend I could never do.
So for now we shall part ways with bitterness in our mouths, no pretending no defending just rewind time two months.
Before I met you and you met me, there's no forced contact between thee, just the memories....
Look at them which way you want but I shall always look back at us and no its you I want.
Daniel Hing 20.10.12
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