I'm not afraid to be me-I'm afraid of what others may think of me.
In the light of the sun, I have no worries. I am not scared, Nor am I anyone else. It's a funny feeling, One that I adore. It's like I'm free, For the first time in my existence.
I'm sad to say, that I am leaving Opuss for the time being. I need time to travel before school starts back up, and I'm kind of a mess right now. I will leave my account on here, though.
Pencil in hand, Storyline so used. Words rush through my head, And go to my hand. It's all so used, So done. Something new, Something better.
Time for me to change. Be the person I used to be... Studies first, writing second, relationships last. Sorry you made it end that way, Taylor..
Everything is crashing down, Down on my shoulders. It's a feeling that keeps me gasping, Struggling for air. Nothing in life is as it seems.
AN: Based off of S.E. Hinton's novel/movie, The Outsiders. Buffy characters. Buffy sat at the playground, her head buried in her hands as she let sobs rack her body violently.
Timeline: 1963. Disclaimer: If I owned them, Buffy and Angel(us) would still be together. Oh. And leather. Lots of it *evil smirk*.
Is it so wrong to say that when you left... I had wanted to die. If I couldn't be with you, why bother. You're my life, anyways.
The blood, is what I see first. I know what it means, I just don't want to admit. The life that was in me, is now dead. It drips, and I cry.
The Virus part 1 2012 "Uncle Gus. Where are your cookies?!" 15 year old Buffy shouted, digging through her dad's best friend's desk. "I hid them. You ate them all last time." Guess stated.
"Daddy?" The blonde little girl whimpered, shaking her father gently.
My eyes are wide, My lips are pursed into a line. Like the only of our kind, I am one... One of them... One of the killers. My teeth are sharp, Glinting with red.
I watch Zaira. He red hair wisps around her face as theorized for an escape. They all do. But Zaira, she is my favorite. Her fiery hair matches her spirits. ...
Falling helplessly into a black abyss of darkness. Scream on the tip of my tongue, That I don't recall remembering. A headache comes on as I ache to remember. This is all mandatory. It must be done.
I'm chained in a strange underground room. Again. My hands behind my back, as I was raped. Once again. The man's face was covered by a ski mask, and I still have no clue who it is. This is my fault.
I breathe in. Out. In. Out. In. Out. Heavily. I turn, to discover the man was not following me anymore. I get motion sickness as I watch about four or five cars pass by swiftly. I heave.
(A/N I'm back with this story in the sequel.
(Own nothing but plot, and characters that you do not recognize. Enjoy the second installment to The Stars That Shine.
(A song I made up with my fiancé, his guitar, my piano, and our voices. Meant for boy and girl singing in unison lol.) It's been so long, Something going on. The windy breeze goes crashing, Around...
Wow, can't believe this but... Me & my sister are both pregnant!.
One night a woman went out for drinks with her girlfriends. She left the bar fairly late at night, got in her car and onto the deserted highway.
(All these fit us perfectly. Help me find which sounds best. Leave a comment!) 1. Love has given us wings, and our journey begins today.
Little girl, So peaceful in this world. Sleeping, Dreaming with a smile. Little girl, Believing in princesses, And fairytales. Dresses, With frilly florals.
What is a ghost. A tragedy condemned to repeat itself time and again. An instant of pain, perhaps. Something dead which still seems to be alive. An emotion suspended in time. Like a blurred...
Life lies, life rules. In this long relationship, we cannot escape this one, like the others. It may suffocate us, grip us tightly by the throat, but we can't give in.
She tried to please all, Tried to be good. She did as told, But it was bubbling in her. The itch to hurt, Maim. She ignored it with all her might, And a strong one she had.
I hopped on a plane, with hopes you still reside there. It's been years, and my passion still sleeps here. I sat next to a man, who was in a dire need for a warm bath. But, I did it for you.
Passion... it lies in all of us. Sleeping, waiting, and though unwanted, unbidden, it will stir, open its jaws, and howl. It speaks to us, guides us... passion rules us all. And we obey.
(To my fiancé. Yes... HE PROPOSED TODAY!) There's something about you... Your brown hair, that continuously falls into your eyes. Your brilliant blue eyes, that I know sparkle brighter than the...
You called me today, and I was sick. You told me about her, your lovely fiancé. I wanted to hang up, to place the jealousy aside.
(.... If I owned it, this is how it would've gone...
(Blah... Blah... You guys all have a brain... I hope...) Chapter 12, An Early Birth The smell of peroxide chemical filled the entire initiative headquarters.
A kiss for you to savor, Because you'll always be my savior. A kiss for you keep, While you forever sleep. A kiss for you to hold, You're the one who made me bold.
Never though it'd happen, but it did. I am officially in love with a man named Taylor Claybourne... LOVE YOU BABE!.
(C'mon people, I don't own them. Must I say it every time?) Chapter 11, War Shall Commence Rupert Giles was sitting in the meeting room, waiting for The Terminator Clan's leader to come.
(You know...
Life may take all of the previous good times in your life and replace them with bad ones, but that's why there is always tomorrow..
You call your parents, they don't pick up, no big deal, right. Your parents call you, you don't pick up, it's freaking world war 3..
(You know, the usual stuff that goes here...) Chapter 9, Am I Ready Buffy fingered the tiny clothing and smiled at the baby blue bib that had the words 'MOMMY LOVES ME' in big, orange, jumbled...
A mirror is not always accurate-fore it cannot catch the true beauty located within. -Kayla Penelope Francis.
"I'm Cailin. My momma owns the big bakery on the shore. She told me to bring y'all these goodies.
I am officially in my new apartment... Yippee. Or, in the words of Smosh, "Whoop de freakin do," =D. It has two bedrooms so I have a guest BR. One bathroom.
Once everyone was in the beach house safely-excluding Halley-they all sat stunned at what just happened. Fred was in a state of shock and denial.
A group of teens ran quickly down the wooden dock alongside the oceans deep blue. A red headed girl stood defiantly at the foot of it, after everyone else jumped in."Come on, Danny.
So, my 18th was yesterday and I'm moving outta my parents ranch and into the world. So nervous. Wish me luck... Pretty, pretty please. -Kayla Francis or Infinite Rose.
The salty water gently laps at the shore, silently beckoning the tiny grains to follow. As the sun melts down the horizon, birds swoop playfully above.
In this new reality show, we follow the life of Justin Bieber-We are sorry, we just got word that this show is canceled due to extreme suckiness!.
(Fanfic, disclaimer on prologue. Do not need to see show to read.
Now here's the thing about saying firetruck It starts F and it ends with UCK So whenever you're in trouble or out of luck You no longer have to exclaim "OH F**K" Hey look at that they just bleeped...
Got into Yale. So excited. -Kayla Francis, Infinite Rose, or FINALLY FREE!.
(Fanfic, had to get this idea outta my head. I do not own characters or show, all belongs to Joss Whedon and Mutant Mummy, besides the plot. OH.
Is that you I see, over yonder. I cannot tell. But I am afraid to know, for the disappointment that it is not you, would consume me and eat me limb by limb..
So, prom was yesterday. My dad hired a professional photographer, the photos came out absolutely awesome. I loved my dress. Guess that prom was signaling that the school years almost up.
To be you, you must walk your walk, talk your talk. Be who you really want to be deep down. Yourself..
100 followers. Thank you all my fellow readers who have stuck with me through writers block and my rough patches of writing. I love you all. -Kayla Francis or Infinite Rose.
My teacher gave us a list of different words and said to explain them... How am I supposed to explain populate without being considered... Inappropriate in my teachers eyes. Geez, I hate that bimbo!.
(Fanfic. I do not own BTVS or any of these characters included in this story.) Chapter 1, Introducing The Nerds Rating: PG-13ish. Ranges between PG and PG-13. Nothing bad but mentions of sick minds.
(Fanfiction, but do not need to see show in order to read. Read chapters 1-7 first.
Cheaters never win, maybe they think they do, but they never truly win. -Kayla Francis or Infinite Rose.
Beauty is false on the outside, but true on the inside. -Kayla Francis or Infinite Rose.
(Fanfiction, but do not need to see show in order to read. Read chapters 1-6 first.
It's late. She's tired. Wish she could sleep. Can't. The pounding footsteps sound outside the door. She hears the slamming of the basement door open, and shutters. He comes down the stairs.
(2nd in The Fourth series!) A man walked into his large mansion on Caine street, where all the rich people lived. A new person had just moved into the small neighborhood, right next store.
The night was dark and stormy, and four high schoolers walked with unease."I-I don't know about this Brian." A small teenager in a small cheerleading uniform whispered to her, big, jock boyfriend.
(Fanfiction, but do not need to see show to read. I do not own BTVS. Angelus', the master vampire's feelings for HIS slayer.) As I stare at the fire burning in my fireplace, it reminds me of Buffy.
(Fanfiction, but do not need to see show in order to read. Read chapters 1-5 first. Disclaimer on chapter 1.) Chapter 6 Impaled In Sickness Buffy clutched at her stomach desperately and whimpered.
(fanfiction, but do not need to see show in order to read. Read chapters 1-4 first.
(Fanfiction, but do not need to see show in order to read. Read chapters 1-3 first.
Just because your not gay, doesn't mean you can't support the gays. I'm not gay, yet I am 100% for a gay relationship.
(Fanfiction, but do not need to see show in order to read. Disclaimer on chapter 1, read chapters 1 and 2 first!) Chapter 3 A Love to Last a Lifetime Angelus sighed as he stared at her.
(READ CHAPTER 1. Disclaimer and stuff is on there.
Hi, I'm watching Buffy the Vampire Slayer. Your challenge; Watch first episode of BTVS!.
The water lapps at the sand, taking in grains tons at a time. The large seagull dips down and takes a rather large fish into it's orange beak. Summer is a time you get a break from life.
(AU fanfiction, but you don't need to see show in order to read this.
We're farther apart, and I feel farther from you. We're farther apart, you say it's better, but I shed the same tears. We're farther apart, you say it's to give me a life, but I can't help but feel...
When I was in Vegas I ate at a place called Dick's Last Resort. Their theme is for everyone to be a, well you know. Our waiter was hilarious.
Hello again. The condo thing for wi-fi was SO expensive.
Goodbye, my fellow Opuss's. I probably won't be posting for a few days, heading for Cecelia's wedding. Love you all. Unless the penthouse has wi-fi. -Kayla Francis or Infinite Rose.
'Dont blame the world, it the Dj's fault...' -Cobra Starship Awesomest song ever. Okay, I say that about all my fave songs. -Kayla Francis or Infinite Rose.
Got a haircut. Got a lot of inches off. About to drive out of state to my sissy's wedding. Staying in a penthouse-which I guess is a hotel but more of an apartment. Yippeee.
(Fanfic, but don't need to watch show in order to read it. I don't own Buffy!) "Angel, look." Buffy whispered in a faint voice. Her forehead was still damp with sweat from many hours of birth.
Goodnight my fellow Opuss's. What'd you do before you go to bed. I do last minute homework. I procrastinated alot when it comes to homework. Tell me in comments box what you do.
Deep floors, It's strange here. White walls, I'm blank. Fields of dandelions, I've used that already. Mental pictures, Too complicated. So many verses, Too long. Wide eyes, Dark circular bags.
YAY, going to my Sissy's wedding. And, another YAY to not wasting $100 on a bridesmaids dress. P.s. Rest in peace Selena Perez. You will forever play a big part in peoples live, mine especially.
So, I am just sitting around, eating one of my favorite foods... A corn dog. What your favorite food. Leave comment in... Comments box. Tata for now, my wonderful and faithful readers.
A man walked into the pub. It was busy and moving, every person jammed next to the other. In a corner three men were playing cards, one poorly hiding an ace.
Today is not the best of days. I just found out my Grandma has breast cancer. I'm a major reck. I already lost my grandpa, I don't want to lose her, too. Sorry, just had to make a small rant..
When you look at me, I'm the only one there. When you touch me, I'm breathless.
So my sisters wedding is on Sunday, but guess what. She hasn't even had the decency to call in THREE WEEKS. Me and my little brother, Zachary, are supposed to be in it.
Goodnight my fellow Opuss's. What's your method to getting asleep. Tell me through a comment. -Kayla Francis or Infinite Rose.
Once, when I was 13, I was dating a manly 16 year old. I was at an early rebellious stage, and he suggested we go to the barn, ride down, try to look for a person above 18 that would buy us...
Catalina, my BFF, and I went to the mall. Spent over $1000. My dad is SOO mad. We have to pay of the debt on his credit card by earning our own, and we have to pay back EVERY penny. Whoops.
[Verse 1] I threw a wish in the well, Don't ask me, I'll never tell I looked to you as it fell, and now you're in my way I trade my soul for a wish, pennies and dimes for a kiss I wasn't looking...
(The characters are from Buffy the Vampire Slayer. I do not own the characters, just the plot. Even if you never seen the show you could read this.) Dear Buffy, I'm coming home, where I belong.
I just rode my horse, Isabella. We're practicing for a show that's happening next week in Las Vegas. So excited. She's been such a good girl, she earned THREE carrots today.
I got a bunny for Easter and named him E.B., after the bunny in 'Hop'. My little brother loves that movie and I thought the rabbit was adorable. The name fits him perfectly!.
You know that girl you just called fat. She's starving herself, just to stop the crude comments. You know that boy you just called weird. He attempted suicide three times.
Hello all my followers. Thank you for your support of my writing, makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. How is your Easter. Leave a comment describing your Easter morning.
Fast and graceful. Big and beautiful, a silky mane. You remind me of a race horse..
You chase me down, taunt me with your bewildering words. You confuse me, yet, you enthrall me. I can't get enough of your candy lips. Yet, you kick me when I'm down, but I can't deny you anymore.