Every spare moment
I got in a day,
I'd spend it
Dreaming
Imagining
What you would say.
How would I say it?
Without looking
Like a creep,
Slowly
Subtly
Though my heart would leap.
When I did it,
I felt my cheeks
Flush red,
So
Awkward
Still fills me with dread.
You just stood,
There stupidly
Grinning,
Good?
Bad?
Was I losing or winning?
After all that,
What was it
You said?
Oh yes,
That's it.
I'll think about it.
You said.
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So many efforts to make you like me. I keep your texts just so I can read them every night and keep you fresh in my mind.
Ok I am letting every out now and I really need your help. Ok so I have been crushing on this guy now for 2-3 years. I have never spoken to him, but I do see him every Saturday at this club.
Walks past me in the hallway, A glance comes across, She clasps her books to her chest, So much going through my head, ugh, the stress. Should I say hi. Should I walk past. Should I go for a date.
When i see you my stomach gets butterflys. My eyes light up. But i pretend i never saw you. I feal light as a feather. And i hope you know. Everytime you smile. It lights up my world.
Crushes , they do so many things to you. They make your insecurities so much more than they have to be. Just the way he is. His eyes , makes the stars look like their not shining.
Dear Travis, So tonight, I told you I still like you even though you dated my friend. Your response, was way better than i could've hoped. I'm no mixup, I'm no mistake, you did like me.
So many things to do, Yet such little time, I cant even think straight, Cause I'm wishing you were mine. I'm too caught up, In my little fantasy, That maybe one day, You'll notice the real me.
As I stand chatting with my friends... You walk up and start talking with your friends about ....oh.... mabye 10 feet away.... And what do I do. I stand there and ignore you... I don't notice you....
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