First Love

Heart beats fast, sweat starts to form, you hope that this moment will last.
You feel the warmth, every touch sends shivers down your spine.
Dreams, visions, and thoughts fill your mind.
Seconds become hours, you become weak.
You have no words to say, so you don't speak.
But you pray that you will feel these feelings again.
Because your too soft to resist, you don't want it to end.
You never expected it to feel this good.
But now you know it does, and that it should.
It's supposed to be this lovely, but then you get scared and start to think suddenly.
But then you think some more and you say you don't care.
You just keep yourself sharp, you keep yourself aware.
The wall that you built up many years ago.
Starts to crumble but your just too slow.
And all at once you are taken over by emotions. Happiness, excitement, but they are broken, up into many little pieces and placed into one, mysterious thing called love.