Lost

I'm sitting here in the classroom staring out the window, just letting my thoughts wander off. I'm thinking about what I'm going to do when I get home, what I'm going to do this weekend, what I'm going to do during the summer break, what I'm going to do in the future when I've finished school.
It's a whole wide world out there that I want to explore. I don't want to be stuck here in this tiny town in Sweden for the rest of my life. But what do I want? I don't know that. I guess I haven't figured out yet what I want to do with my life. That scares me, that I don't have a plan, that I don't know what I want to do. I did have a plan, a dream, but it flew out of my reach and now I'm completely lost.