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Been outside walking around town with Santos and Urbanrave. The summer is really on its way here in Sweden. Was very sunny outside. I wish it could be June soon. I'm getting sick n tiered of waiting..
It feels like its a summer night outside. Very nice. Tomorrow I will wake up and it will be very sunny and hot. I just know it :) now I'm gonna try and sleep a couple of hours.
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I was with my ex for ten years. He is and will always be my best friend and a very important person in my life.
Sometimes you have to try not to care, no matter how much you do. Because sometimes you can mean nothing to somebody that means so much to you. It's not pride, it's self-respect..
It's 5 in the morning and I can't sleep, Marcus is here visiting and today we are going to AF and check out some jobs.
I try to be the person I was before I became addicted to drugs. Everybody always ask me if I remember different things we have done togheter I say yes I remember, but I don't.
I'm so fucking tiered. But is no ide going to bed and try to read a book and sleep. Because I live above Flens only pub. It's so fucking noisy, people are screaming like crazy.
It's soon morning here in Sweden. I can't sleep. Thinking and worrying about tomorrow. Drugs as usual. Always worrying about It.
I got a letter from a friend today. I haven't heard from him in maybe a year. He is in jail and are coming out in June. I'm very happy, we always have so much fun.
I'm laying in my sofa watching TV. My ex is here hanging. That's nice. We both has the same problem. I don't have a lot of sober friends left, and the ones I do have I met sometimes.
If you love two people at the same time, choose the second one. Because if you really loved the first one you wouldn't have fallen for the second..
Today's work is done. We got the money, and soon we have our "medicin". As soon as we woke up we have called around and trying to get what we need. Every morning, every day is the same.
The soul always know how to heal itself. The challenge is to silence the mind..
It's very late at night and I'm not tiered at all. I'm happy that Markus is here and holding me company. We're gonna watch Tv and chill.