The Beginning Of My End...?

I couldn't take it any more. All this; going to school acting like everything is good at home; going home acting like everything is fine at school. All this acting...I haven't truly been me for a long time. Lies about lies, over lies to cover up even more lies and well, you get the picture...
It all started the day my brother Jake died. He was the peace keeper, the secret holder, the talk to when your sad or lonely friend, the go to guy.
After he died...well, the sh*t really started to hit the fan after that. My mom started to drink, my dad left and here I am. Caught in the middle of it all, and today is the last day I will bare the weight. Today is the day I run away. No one knows me so no one will care.
They say every journey starts with a single step. Today is the day. Today...