J. Gomez <3

People often ask me if I know you. For a moment I get lost in my thoughts.
I remember that lonely boy who constantly feels pain. I still feel that.
I remember that sad boy who's tired of life. I still see it.
I remember that boy who's tired of life letting him down. I still hear about it.
I remember that boy who just wanted to be loved. By someone, his family, by his friends.. He's still struggling to figure love out.
So when people ask me if I know you, I choke back my tears, fake a smile, and say i used too.