Self Reflection

Inspired by @Delilah Personalities Anonymous

It's hard to look in a mirror and see what others see.
I know others have a different perception of what I think is me.
I think I'm rather boring, someone very strange and if I'm completely honest maybe a little deranged.
I try to just be myself and no one else, I'm not rich I have no wealth,
Except maybe in experience I know I've been through more then most.
But I don't proclaim it's the worst and I do not like to boast.
I know there's plenty worse off then me, so I think there's always good in life to see.
I've been stereotyped under sections, through life's twists, turns and directions.
Goth, emo, chav, a bitch even a geek,
But none represent me I'm far from weak.
I'm none of the above I'm me, that's something most don't try to see.
My music taste varies and I may listen to rock, there are also times I boogy with pop.
I love 'Pac, Biggie and 'Em, what can I say I just love them.
Not really into romantic films, much prefer a horror, something to give me a scare and a really good terror.
I love blood and gore, it's sick and twisted but hell yeah give more.
I love poetry and reading, I love gardening even weeding.
Even cooking and baking, can't dance so no you won't see me shaking.
I eat way too much food and sometimes I'm a little rude.
I'm not good with grammar, I can hardly spell, but the readers of this will be able to tell.
I don't know about high maintenance, but rather hard to obtain.
Whether or not I'm anything special, even if I am only plain.
My hearts been broken only twice so no I won't take a chance, I won't roll the dice.
I have people I talk to, I won't call them friends.
I don't think I'm mean, I just accept the struggle life sends.
I'm inquisitive I'm not smart or wise, but looking through this I'm starting to realise.
That's there's way too much to me, only a small section I've let you see.
I think me as a person could fill a book, strange that only strangers get to have a blurb look.
I know I see things in a different way, I know I have different things to say.
I'm know I'm awkward and weird, I know I may be feared.
People always fear what they don't understand. I'm just me, maybe rather boring and bland.
I'm a mum and a dad, but thats my role and for that I'm glad.
So after my self reelection after all my closer inspection,
I'm just me, nothing special to see, but I'm still happy to be me.