Realising

Starting to realise the insignificance of what is shown.
It's begun to unravel that maybe this isn't what I need at all.
Alone but finally known,
I realise recognition will not make me feel big or small.
Or even that time itself will help soothe away these internal demons.
My eyes are slowly beginning to open at this new prospect.
Now that there's more to life then this, like I've just awoke for the first time.
Inspect to detect,
I'll seize each new opportunity that comes along, good bad or other because now there's nothing I want to miss.
Starting to realise now, what is my
self realisation.