Your heart starts to ache.
As the scream gets closer
Your stomach sinks,
As the scream gets closer
Your bad memories start to link.
As the scream gets ready to blow
You bite your red, bloody lip,
As the scream gets ready to blow
You hope the scream won't slip.
Now your letting your scream get away
You feel yourself turning red,
Now your letting your scream get away
You wish you were tucked away in bed.
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Lottie
I been sitting in the dark for such a long time, and can honestly say I haven't seen a star in awhile, and I keep trying to forget and to shut the voices down.
Somethings you never utter. Somethings are never muttered. Somethings inside your head. You'll keep in there until your dead. These things that are never said. Will keep you awake when you're in bed.
It's the rage and the fire And the hatred It's the darkness screaming to get out It's the shadowy veil Dropping over my eyes Obscuring vision and sense. It's okay, I don't mind I accept it.
I can never close my eyes,. Can never turn my back,. Can never not look over my shoulder. It's a funny thing is. GUILT. I can never be carefree. Can never completely enjoy. Can never be reckless.
There's a thing. Goin' round. An' it don't. Make a sound. Make's me scream. In my mind. Never leaves me. Behind. It's a voice. Human like. What it says. I dislike. Tells me things. In my head.
A receptacle. of lost and. broken dreams. A heart broken. all it can do. now is bleed. A mind left with. nothing but a. legacy of screams. A body betrayed,. not knowing. it's own needs.
trapped in a cage. a cage you walked into. and calmly locked. locked yourself in. locked the world out. thought you locked the evil out. but the evils inside. inside the cage. inside you.
Tightening grip around my neck. Face, still smiling, but the breath is becoming laboured, Torture, this is. My breathing, shallow. Is it supposed to be this way. A rite of passage.
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