38 year old mother of many. Was teaching up until just over a year ago. Can solve the worlds problems but can't ever solve my own!
Sleep used to be a friend of mine, But that was long ago, Now I am just exhausted, Oh sleep where did you go. You took my energy, you took my calm, You took it all away.
Kick up the arse, slap round the chops, A shake and rattle, Make that whining stop. Quit your belly aching, insert a sock, Grow a spine and get a job.
Getting to the point where I am so tired of failing that I see no point in trying. Sleep will help, as long as the demons stay away!.
Nutty kitten up the wall, running on the stairs and in the hall. Silly cat that greets you with meow, fills her tray (and the room) with a nasty smell.
They climbed inside my head again last night, I laid awake in the dark too scared to reach for the light. Eating at me from the inside out, Invading my peace, catching me out.
You taught me how to laugh and how to care, To ride a bike and to always play fair.
Will not switch off. Arrrrrrg. I miss my Dad so much, even more when I really need his support. Loss is bearable but it's the worst feeling in the world..
Feeling like bluuuurrrrg today. Glad the snow is nearly gone though..
Glass half empty The older you get the harder it becomes. Maybe it's because you are set in your ways, or maybe it's because you are too aware of your own mortality.