I can't stop thinking about him.
He's the first person to
a) ever make me feel that way
b) say something that nice about me
c) and actually mean it.
I mean, he basically said that he would like being my boyfriend, that I was really special, and he loved me! Why can't life be easy?! Why does he have to already have a girlfriend?! Why can't he have the same beliefs as me?!
He's so sweet and funny and kind! He's such an amazingly lovely guy! And he's good looking and can sing and act on top of how nice he is!
He just lights up the room by being there! He gets along with everyone and he accepts everyone for who they are. He's open minded, and wants to understand other peoples opinions and views and ways of life. And he's completely insane, in a good way.
I just... I love him so much... And it's killing me to not be able to have him...