Alone....

Alone.
Probably one of the worst human emotions....
You never feel you are in the right place.....
You never feel at home...
It gets worse… then you see him……
You see him walking with his friends chatting and laughing like there's nothing wrong at all.....
He walks by you… time slows down… you watch out of the corner of your eye…
As time seems to slow to almost a stop, you start to imagine things …You imagine him looking at you... You look deep into his eyes.... And he looks deep into yours… he pulls you close and comforts you… you pull away… he grabs you then kisses you....
Right at that moment, you suddenly snap back to reality.... And realize.. It was just your imagination… your head cruelly playing tricks on you……
And then you feel even more alone...
You can never look at him… he never looks at you anyway, so it hurts you to even think of him looking at you.....
Will he ever see me?
Why is he so ignorant of my feelings?
How can he be so happy when I am so.....
Alone.