Living day to day, counting down until Summer.
I get it, you want to see me happy I know you think it'll solve everything But for you it's easy You're smart, outgoing, and amazingly pretty I'm not like you I'm not open and smiley I don't know...
I'm done feeling sad about things. This pain inside me is going to go away He didn't like me. So what.
Nothing I do or say Is enough to make anyone stay I don't know what it is And I'm not sure what happens But every time someone he's close They're suddenly far away again There was one who stayed...
Why is it that every time my hopes are up They get shattered. Can they not see my heart's already tattered. The shock was too real I couldn't believe that's how you feel Why'd you lead me on.
7. "I don't think I should've come," Griffin whispers as we come to the doors of Wal-Mart, "Don't worry, you'll be fine.
Smiling hides a lot If you put on a convincing face Most people won't be able to tell its fake That inside you're crying That your heart is slowly dying Even my friends don't notice the pain But...
Sometimes I wonder What happened to you and me. We were best friends at some point. Do you still have the memories. Why don't you grasp that I need someone to talk to.
...No will not talk to him ....No I won't give him another chance ...No I don't still love him ....No I'm not ok with this ...No I'm not over it But Yes, I think ending the arguing, Ending the...
He controlled me for years I never questioned him I hid my tears To make sure he couldn't criticize them The scars that came from his never ending game Will always be there, reminding me of that...
6. We stay in the clearing until sunset, talking and messing around.
5. Three weeks later Griffin's a pretty nice kid, he's showed me everything in the manor, and I've taught him a lot of things about the real world outside the estate.
4. I stay in my new room the rest of the day, personalizing it with the keypad on the wall by my door. I guess this old style manor's highly modern and almost ahead of modern science in technology.
11. "See, she's fine." Sean reassures me for the fifth time since we got here. She's playing with other kids like a normal 5 year old, but I'm nervous she'll snap.
10. Knocking sounds at my door and I sigh, "Who is it?" "Me," Sean's voice says "Come in," he opens the door slowly and leans against the doorframe.
9. I come home and Leeann's coloring at the counter, that's weird, Tak isn't here to tell her coloring is idiotic and childish (even though Leeann's a kindergartener and that's kinda how they are.
3. "So you can talk now," is the first thing I say, he smiles, "Yeah, I guess I can." "For someone whose never spoken a word, you seem to catch on quickly." "I've studied words in my silence.
7. "What are those?" Leeann asks when I give her her medicine, "Something you need to take ok?" She shakes her head, "Those made Daddy sad," she runs down the hall to her room and shuts the door.
6. We're sitting in the hospital waiting room, Leeann running in circles around the coffee table in front of us.
2.
1. I run down the sidewalk as fast as I can. I only have a few minutes before they realize I'm gone.
There's a lot of things in life that I just don't get I know I can't know everything obviously But I wish life wasn't so confusing Something really heartbreaking happened this week, and I know I'm...
You went too young You left us in shock Why didn't you tell us. We could've helped you We could've helped pull you through. We never would've guessed you felt that way.
2. Griffin's eyes lock with mine as I lift my head from the letter. "So that's your name.
1. Chasity looks around the room wearily, unsure of what's to come. The boy that brought her here is no where in sight and told her to stay here.