I Love You
I think by now it's obvious that I love him. I really thought I was done with you but every time something brings me back. We used to talk almost every day. I miss that. I miss you so damn much.
"UNLESS someone like you cares a whole awful lot, nothing is going to get better. It's not." - Dr. Seuss
I think by now it's obvious that I love him. I really thought I was done with you but every time something brings me back. We used to talk almost every day. I miss that. I miss you so damn much.
I thought I was done with you. But I randomly think about YOU all the time. Every time I close my eyes I see YOUR face. I don't understand. Are you really the one.
"The thing about heartbreak is after a couple heartbreaks, there's nothing left to break.".
"I don't have the prettiest face, the skinniest waist, and I could probably lose a few pounds.
"Maybe there's something you're afraid to say, or someone you're afraid to love, or somewhere you're afraid to go. It's gonna hurt. It's gonna hurt because it matters." - John Green.
I act like I don't care. But deep down I swear It kills me..
Divorce is like war- it blows things up and leaves an empty space where something important used to be..
Distractions help ignore the pain. When nighttime comes distractions begin to wane. On the brink of sleep and wide awake. My thoughts bring in a familiar ache. Thoughts of him,.
One month. That's how long it took you. To talk to me. I'll act like nothing happened. Like there was never any pain. Like I never gave you a thought.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry for what ever I did to make you hate me so much. What ever I did to make you stop talking to me. I'm sorry if I ignored you. I'm sorry I didn't realize my feelings for you sooner.
Today I began to heal. Today I was happy. Today I felt like me again. Today I had fun. Today I felt free. Today my heart lifted from the deep pit it was in. Today I realized that I do not need him.
I can't remember the last time I hated so many people. I don't think I've ever hated so many people at once. I hate so many things too.