"Brightness"

I have feelings for you that are so deep, the very particles that form an atom reverberate your image. That when I explain how I feel about you to anyone else, I place myself in a position that could be conceived as me being an obsessive, a moron, a person with the lack of social skills that are required to live a normal life. That my explanation falls on deaf ears and no one but you would understand.
It's hard for most people to grasp that I have deep emotions towards a person I've only known for the shortest period of time. But it's also hard to fathom what fuel kindles those emotions, what cosmic conjunction allows one person to fall in love with another person is beyond our earthly, solar, galactic, and cosmic understanding.

It feels like when I explain "you" to anyone else, that my simplistic words do my feelings injustice. That my straight foreward heart causes transgression towards my soul. That my confliction of soul to heart, to mind, to body, to self and to surroundings causes me strife. It's difficult to express in words, but my entire being is at war with itself. My dreams taunt me, my mind tempts me, my body betrays me and my soul fades down a spiritual lumen at a time. All because I do not have you. This world's one shining example of why my soul should be a glow. Brighter then a galaxy or at least brighter then our sun.