32 years young. Unhappily divorced. Three kids. "There are only two kinds of music: HEAVY & METAL!"
~ by The Sorrow You showed me how to live for the first time in my life. Nothing is forever as we change. You came into my life and turned darkness into light.
© ZuperZed Let me tell you about a friend of mine, we can call him Mr_T. I don't actually know him IRL but he's always there for me. Been through some rough shit both he and I.
© ZuperZed You did me wrong. That made me go mad. Said you wanted to leave. Made me feel sad. I remember the good times. Always on my mind. Trying to forgive. To leave it all behind.
© ZuperZed I'm exhausted, nearly dead. Need a pillow under my head. Lay me down to get some sleep. Wish this time it will be deep. In my bedroom all alone. Or at least I thought so...
© ZuperZed Empty eyes, endless hole. Feel the darkness surrounding my soul. My inner demons looking for a fight. Silent screams, another sleepless night. ...she... Bloodshot eyes filled with fear.
© ZuperZed I can be... ...your wings if you wish to fly. ...a shooting star high up in the sky. ...a shoulder when you're feeling sad. ...clumsy just to make you glad. I can be...
~ by Chaos Beyond Feel the darkness that surrounds my soul. Feel the cold in the dark, feel the anger that fuels me and tears me apart. Why did you die without giving me a final chance to say...
I love this. :) ~ by Bill Engvall My little girl is 16. She's at that age where she’s in her room listening to her stereo, online with her friends, and boys are starting to call. Oh, my God.
© ZuperZed Have to think of something that makes you guys happy. It's going to be tough 'cause I'm feeling really crappy. Woke up this morning, didn't sleep too well.
~ I didn't write this, funny though A herd of buffalo can move only as fast as the slowest buffalo and when the herd is hunted it is the slowest and weakest ones at the back that are killed first.
© ZuperZed Feeling happy, start to whizzle. Great day so far, that's fo shizzle. Try to ruin it if you dare. Raining outside. I don't care. Log on to Opuss to tell my friends.
I like this part... ~ by (Ronnie James) Dio R.I.P. Do your demons, do they ever let you go. When you've tried, do they hide, deep inside. Is it someone that you know. You're just a picture.
© ZuperZed I promised you a story about my favourite toy. The one I used to sleep with, brought me lots of joy. Not time for dirty thoughts now, it's not that kind of toy.
© ZuperZed I bet you did not know this so listen closely now. You can remove unwanted comments and I will show you how. Just hold a finger on the comment you wish to delete.
© ZuperZed I will tell you now a story, about this little boy. Age of eleven, sleeping with his favourite toy. Cold winter night, he had the sweetest dream. Image fades away, interrupted by a scream.
I started off with posting a few quotes, jokes and music lyrics. I love music and some of the songs are just spot on, telling how I feel at the moment. Wish I had written those myself.
© ZuperZed Tears running down my cheek, sometimes lasts for a week. Bad thoughts on my mind, no place to hide. Don't know what to do, I'm breaking inside. Sometimes I'm angry, mostly just sad.
© ZuperZed I take a look up to the sky, dark clouds are passing by. Swarm of angels underneath. Suddenly, a thump on the concrete. An angel lands in front of my feet. Stains of blood just beneath.
~ by Dokken Toss and turn all night in the sheets. I can't sleep. Night after night, don't know what it means. In my dreams... What can I say or do. You won't come back, we're through.
Hi Opussees. :) I don't give a rats @$$ about rank. All I ask for is some feedback on my latest opuss "Drowning". It's a true story and I really tried to make it at least ok.
© ZuperZed "Hi little brother I've got bad news today. Calling to tell you that mom has gone astray." Early that morning my dad left for work. All he then knew was that she went for a walk.
~ by The Sorrow My vital signs are fading, I need to be revived. This sickness consumes my life force, I want to be revived. I will conquer my demons. I'll be strong from within. Overcoming my pain.
~ by Invisius You gave me everything I was longing for. Your breathtaking smile made me soar. But you burned all we had and put us on hold. . . . You are in my heart and you'll be there forever.
I feel like sh*t. But at least I feel something....
If the end is so much better, why don't we just live forever?.
~ by Shinedown This day could be the worst one yet, I just won't relax I can't catch my breath. Because I'm sick and tired of "you'll be fine". Well how do you know, can you read minds. . . .
~ by The Sorrow I face myself in the mirror and recognize my very dead eyes. You took everything I lived for and left me with your lies. All my memories turned to dust.
~ by System of a down Such a lonely day. Shouldn't exist. It's a day that I'll never miss. Such a lonely day. And it's mine. The most loneliest day of my life. And if you go, I wanna go with you.
Happy birthday. Wish you were here, miss you so much it hurts. Forever in my heart. Rest in peace... ✞.
~ by Five Finger Death Punch In the end we're all just chalk lines on the concrete, drawn only to be washed away. For the time that I've been given, I am what I am.
~ by Five Finger Death Punch It's days like this I wish that I, wish that I had stayed asleep. It's times like these that make it so difficult to be.
~ by Times of Grace Lost in a sea of sadness. Blind in this place of darkness. If I fall would you be there to raise me up. Or will I be the forgotten one?.
~ by Eventide In my head there are places I avoid. Too dark to see and too painful to feel. When I'm awake they are numb by my control but when I close my eyes they arise.
~ by Nightingale I feel that I'm losing it all, there's nothing left to live for. I'm ending it all in my dreams, it always seems so easy in my sleep. I'm all alone, waiting for darkness.
~ by In Flames We are ordinary people, we all live different lives. In the end we're pretty much the same, we're just living in different lies. They scream, You scream, I scream.
Sometimes you just have to give up on people. Not because you don't care any more but because they don't....
~ by Five Finger Death Punch Twisting and turning unable to sleep. Do the voices ever stop. My thoughts speak louder the more I resist. And they're driving me insane. Do they ever go?.
Chuck Norris once urinated in a semi-truck's gas tank as a joke... ...that truck is now known as Optimus Prime..
What I love most about my home is who I share it with..
~ by Machine Head And the sun will rise, dawn will break through blackest night, distant in it's glow, this shall pass be still and know....
...at myself, not you. I'm mad for always being nice. Always apologizing for things I didn't do. For getting attached. For making you my life. Depending on you. Wasting my time on you.