abitha1235
Decided to create a diary on here. Lets see how my life goes!
Made a lot of important decisions today. Bring on tomorrow.
Turns to shit. All my relationships. My degree. Any job vacancy. I hate my life.
The world would be a much better place without me. That people would be happier. You used to bring me back from those thoughts. Where ate you now? I hope you're lying awake too now. Thinking of me. Of what you threw away.
The wind is pounding against every wall outside my room. I almost like the sound of it. My brain, however, feels like mush tonight.
Is the hardest time. Thinking. Crying. Wishing. Tossing and turning. The things I would give for a satisfying and restful nights sleep.
Until I get to see some shrinks about my head. Yay. Bring it on!
I have a little more time now, so I'm gonna write this down. As I said earlier, I explored myself a little today. The first thing you should know is I'm majorly hung up on my last ex. We broke up at the end of February after he'd been lying…
Today I went and explored a castle close by with a friend of mine. I also explored myself a bit too. More on this later.
Okay, I'm drink. Everything is more complicated in my head when I'm drunk.
Do people always want more from you than you can give? Do exes keep a vice grip on your heart for longer than is normal? Is my life so ridiculous?
Just ate out with a friend, and it was awesome. Japanese food rules!