13 May 2012
So I'm supposed to care. But I don't. And perhaps never will.
Isn't it about time I left? Why am I still here? With someone that I can barely tolerate? Am I really so pathetic as to settle?
A part of me feels slightly remorseful for having wasted each other's time. Another part knows I will find someone better. Someone that doesn't speak to me like a piece of sh*t. Someone that will respect me for who I am. Someone that will show me affection. Someone that will make me feel special again.
So I ask myself once more, why the hell am I still here?
Dilemma • Opuss № I