12 February 2013

Those are just harsh things I want to say because he stabbed me. But I don't want to stab him. I love him, I just want to be with him. But then how do I ignore the instinct to fight back, to stab back. I don't want to stab him but he makes me Hurt so bad. I wish to learn to take all of his stabs and not once flinch for a knife. I want to learn how to use my love to endure all of the stabs in my heart. I want to be numb with love.

AllanTimblinKnives Of The Heart • Opuss № I