19 May 2012
I looked at the test. No, No NO! This is the third test that said I was pregnant. Da is gonna kill me. Darragh must be the father. We 'did it' in the field south of Murphy's house. But he said he was protected. Little fecker, he doesn't know whats coming when I see him next. I didn't really want to 'do it' with him. He sort of pushed me into it I guess. But I bloody believed him didn't I. He told me 'Love you', and straight away I ripped off me bra. I'm such an eeijit! Jesus, what am I gonna do? I'm only 16 for God's sake! He can't support me, he doesn't even know I'm pregnant!
God, help me.
Love You #1 • Opuss № I