amerikiwi28
To breathe or not to breathe
You try bleeding out of your vagina for a week and then tell me that nothing is annoying as fuck.
Pissed off
Why the fuck do I even bother?
I'm so awful at concentrating.
Missing you Missing you Missing you
I find it funny that some dude I just met cares more about me and my life than you ever pretended to.
Can we makeout now?
Some days I'd rather be alone than hang out with people.
Must've been her bedtime 'cause now you're talkin' to me.
I love the people of Opuss! (:
Can I have a sign?
I guess I was an odd kid. While others dreamed up fun games and what they wanted to be when they grew up. I dreamed and hoped my parents would divorce or that they would get rid of me because I hated my family with a passion.
We play the game until one of us is in control. You had me at your feet then you were rapped around my finger, but now the battle is ending and neither of us will fight for one another.
I knew I should have handled this my way.
I am never listening to other peoples advice about my relationship when they have no clue about who the person I'm involved with is.
Tired
You say you care for me. That you love me. That you miss me. Yet we can't move to the next step.
I miss you :(
You say you care yet you're still involved with your ex?
I don't want to talk to you because I know you're also talking to other girls..
I wish I could call you mine
You make me feel safe.
Worried.
I just want you to know that I do love you. And I know I'm stubborn. I know I start fights. I know I'm not perfect. I just want you to realize I care.
When the person who 'loves' you still has feelings for their ex. fantastic.
I hate that one person can make me feel loved and lonely at the same time.
I don't want you to give me space. I want you to be there for me and care. I want you to give me a big hug and never let go and tell me everything will be alright...but that won't happen because we're falling apart.
Sometimes I want bad things to happen to me because I feel I deserve it.
Completely unmotivated to do anything.
Pissed off
Funerals never get any easier
That feeling you get when someone falls out of love with you. Hurts so much.
I expect too much and receive very little
It's hard to hold a relationship when you're the only one putting in the effort to keep it.
I'm done.
Her heart was a secret garden and the walls were very high.
Stop hiding the fact that you care! I realize you're afraid of feelings and showing weakness, but it's just me and I love you.
My favorite thing was when you'd text me randomly just to say I love you
I do hold grudges for awhile. So you better be willing to kiss my ass to fix your mistakes.
I want you so bad.
My best friend told me that he wants to have sex with me....wonderful
I hate being shy.
I am hanging on every word you say.
We're not even dating so I don't know why you care so much about where I'm going and who I hangout with.
Drink until the pain dissolves
I want to be more productive with my time. I want to contribute more.
Merry Christmas everyone! (:
It's funny how I try so hard to move on and meet new people, but no one compares to you.
We used to be really close and then something happened that changed you. Now your personality sucks and you're just like everyone else.
We used to be able to talk for hours and hours about absolutely anything. Now I feel like you just talk to me because you want someone to entertain you or the person you really wanna talk to is busy and I'm the back up.
I hate those days when you dislike everything about yourself and just wish you were a different person, because you are so disgusted with the skin you're in. This is how I've been feeling for quite some time. I have pure hatred for myself …
And he doesn't care..
I'd rather be numb and relaxed then have you constantly in my head knowing I'm not in yours.
The only person I want to talk to doesn't want to talk to me.
When you tell your parents a funny story and then they give you a long lecture on what not to do and how it wasn't funny -_-
I hate when my friends or someone I'm dating first meet my sister and then tell me how awesome she is. It makes me feel like they like her more than me. Like they prefer her.
Whenever I look at my phone in the morning I'm hit with disappointment. No more morning texts from you..
I understand what we had is over and that you're still my friend, but I cannot stand the idea of you loving someone else.
I talked to my grandmother on the phone today and it made me so homesick. I miss my kiwi family.
I really just want to see The Hobbit.
So, this morning I cracked something in my neck and pulled a muscle. My entire upper body went limp and left me immobile. I went to the hospital and I can actually move, but my neck hurts extremely badly. The doctor gave me Vicodin. This sh…
My 18 year old ex boyfriend has a crush on my 13 year old sister. Wait, what??
I'm so nervous. I'm shaking. Why am I so scared to talk to you? Is it because I'm afraid that I'll lose you? Either way I'm losing you by not trying to fix things between us. Do you want to talk to me as badly as I want to talk to you? Mayb…
You know what's awkward? I'll tell you what's awkward being in a very very public place that is also quiet and having the sound on your phone all the way up and then it making a rather loud meowing sound due to someone liking your opuss. Oh…
I hope we can just move on and stay friends. You mean so much to me and I can't imagine not having you in my life.
The first snowfall looks so pretty until you have 8 inches of snow sticking to the ground and it turns dirty and slushy. Then it can go away.
I can't stop smiling. <3
I'm so frustrated.
I had no idea our last kiss would be the last...
I want my best friend back..
So..my relationship didn't work out because I'm American and he isn't. His parents don't approve. Ugh
Love is a feeling, quench my desire, give me what I wanted, take me higher.
I've never been kissed under mistletoe.
It hurts so much when someone I care for walks out of my life unexpectedly.
My best friend/boyfriend just broke up with me. I feel so worthless and I know this feeling is temporary, but present time really sucks.
I'm starting to miss you. The feelings are pulling at my seams.
You gave up on me when I needed you the most.
When people act like complete assholes out of nowhere...don't take your anger out on me.
Unexpected kisses
The worst thing you can do is give me hope.
The rain falling reminds me of you, because it is falling hard and I am too.
If I'm just a friend why do I know what your lips taste like.
I'm so stupid for ever thinking that I meant anything to anyone.
My life is so unsatisfying.
I'm just not a happy person when I'm not with you.
You've made me into the kind of best friend that you come to about the girls you've hooked up with which hurts me all the more and you know that I have feelings for you. I don't think this friendship can workout.
You left me here like a chalk outline.
Are we really doing this again? You're just not gonna talk to me and months will go by and then you'll be back feeling lonely and confused. You'll be back for me. Your "best friend" expecting me to give you what you want. I'm not your fix a…
People touch or run their fingers down my spine and tell me I'm too skinny.
you're beginning to invade my dreams.
I'm waiting for you to miss me
We were born to die.
I'm in love with my best friend.
You don't get it. I want you! Nobody else matters.
Now I understand why Peter pan didn't wanna grow up.
I want to kiss you so bad.
I'm so sick of the political bitching.
Oh, sure. Wait until after I make out with you to tell me you don't want to be anything more than friends. Because you don't want to risk our friendship.
Feeling very conflicted.
Tell me you miss me
We're drifting apart.
When you realize that you love someone and you pour your heart out to them and they don't feel the same way is so heartbreaking.
Best friends don't kiss and cuddle...am I still friendzoned?
Missing you is the worst feeling.
Crying
No sleep...again
I'm really bummed and upset. I've just been played.
I think I just got friendzoned. How could I be so wrong?
I can't sleep when you're not here.
I haven't been able to keep you off my mind all day.
When everything starts going your way expect shitstorms.
I just said no to hanging out with someone I really like. What is wrong with me?
Spare me your judgements and spare me your dreams. Cause recently mine have been tearing my seams.
I really liked you and then you turned out to be such a jerk.
I am not an object. I am a person and I prefer to be treated like a person.
Grilled cheese and tomato soup mmm
Don't talk to me if you're just going to be an asshole.
Disappointment.
You're cute.
Depression gives me permission to eat ice cream.
Cuddling
The Walking Dead!!
I hate the way I look, but doesn't everybody?
I think of you often and wonder if you ever think of me too.
I really wanna talk to you..
Nobody does random acts of kindness anymore without wanting something in return.
I love you to the moon.
Hold onto my hand this mysterious evening it'll meet us like a dream.
I'm not a perfect person.
You know it takes two people? I can't try and make this work on my own.
Something I do too often: weigh myself.
Mmm cappuccinos
You don't realize how much you mean to me.
Everyone just wants to be heard.
I dreamt of you last night and the night before and the night before that. But you're not coming back.
I focus on the pain the only thing that's real.
Give up or give in?
Keeping feelings inside is way too dangerous for me to handle.
Rainy days.
I don't want to hurt anymore so why do I put up with you?
I want to love you, the way you love me, but I'm afraid can't you see? I've been wronged before by another, I don't want that to happen when we're together, so I'll keep telling you that we're just friends and hopefully I'll start to believ…
Cross my heart and hope to die, stick a needle in my eye, wait a moment I spoke a lie I never really wanted to die, but if I may and if I might, my heart is open for tonight, though my lips are sealed and a promise is true, I won't break my…
Things do get better as you get older, right?
Fuck
It sucked. Not gonna lie. Wet and slobbery. He kept trying to shove his tongue down my throat.
I'm too nice of a person to be dealing with this kind of shit.
I don't like how freely people walk in and out of my life.
Why am I so shy?
I hope I don't get my hopes up.
I have a knot in my throat and a pain in my chest. Threatening to unleash the tears pinching behind my eyes.
shit happens
Take away my shadow and I will truly be all alone.
I'm intimidated by people. The fear causes me to hold back and avoid trying new things.
I love you more than songs can say
Hehehe I laugh at your pain!
Craving your kiss.
You can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel.
I don't think it's very nice to walk around my head all night.