24 September 2012
Some of you may a recall a relatively recent blog I did about signs - whether they are actually trying to tell us something or whether they are just a torment playing on the little hope we have. Over the past few days I've been having very strong thoughts and emotions about some very private things. I won't go into the detail on how they've effected me, but let's just say I've been missing a spark that I used to have. It's been over these past few days that I've been receiving some phenomenally poignant and strong signs. Not like the usual occurrences in life that your brain may elaborate upon somewhat to make them more poignant than they actually are - the signs I've been getting from the world around me have been exactly the kind of thoughts I've been having about the things that are troubling me and about some big goals that I've been aiming for.
It's okay if you're not religious, but I'm going to say this next bit anyway. Every night while in bed, I pray to a friend who is no longer here on this planet. Even though most of the time I'm not praying for anything for myself; I usually just pray for others and just have a chat about the days events. Recently thought I have been praying for myself. Praying for some kind of reassurance that everything's gonna be alright. Perhaps then the signs are what I've been looking for? The cynic and the realist in me though says I should not just take it as that just encase. After all, who're we to know?
Who're We To Know? • Opuss № I