Missing
When I'm missing you, I can't explain, What I feel inside, There's too much pain. It hurts to think, That you're not here, I don't sleep at night, My dreams, I fear.
General mess and screw up. But that makes it easier to write. Mostly from experience. I enjoy words. Words that have meaning. Words that trigger emotions. Words that inspire.
When I'm missing you, I can't explain, What I feel inside, There's too much pain. It hurts to think, That you're not here, I don't sleep at night, My dreams, I fear.
There's no where I would rather be, Than in your arms tonight. You hold me close and comfort me, You make me feel alright. Whenever i'm sad or need someone, You're always there for me.
My mother can't even Look you in the eye, My father doesn't like you, And you know why. You took their daughter, And broke her heart. They never trusted you From the start.
Passed my driving test today guys. :D.
Remember when we used to talk for hours on end. We loved each other's company, we didn't have to pretend.
Today I realised something, And I had a change of heart.
Your words are like broken glass, They cut me up inside, Words hurt me far too often, And you don't even realise. I cry myself to sleep, Thinking about what you've said.
I put my head in my hands And think everything through. I'm trying to convince myself, That I'm not actually losing you.
How cruel is this life That we all try to lead, When someone is taken That you desperately need. They disappear from our lives Like smoke from a flame, And you're left alone, You'll never be the same.
Today someone told me, You'd found someone new, A girl that you love, And she's a lot like you.
Feeling so alone in a crowded room, How could my life have fallen apart so soon. What even am I, when you're not here. I'm only half a person, isn't that clear. I don't want to talk or socialise...
Today I failed my test, Afterwards I was a mess. I really thought I'd pass, I would settle for nothing less. Then along came this woman, Of course, I got the bitch. The examiner, you may call her.
She's blonde, she's pretty, She has beautiful eyes, She's skinny, she's tall, She barely has to try. She walks into a room, And everyone stares, She loves the attention, Loves that everyone cares.
The clouds roll in and mass together, Covering up the beautiful blue, The sky turns grey and dull as a result, And all I can think of is you.
"What do you do when you're stuck, Cos the one that you love, Has pushed you away, And you can't deal with the pain?" - Broken Arrow.
"I hate you for breaking, Such a beautiful heart. He gave you his all, And you tore him apart. "You broke him to pieces, And for what gain. You know that now, He will never be the same.
You see me laugh, You see me smile. You think I'm the happiest person you've seen in a while. I seem so happy, Seem so at ease, Wouldn't you just love to be me.
I love you. Simple. But you love someone else. So we'll never be together. Simple..
"You've changed." you tell me, "You're different." you say. Well wouldn't you expect me to change, When you left me and went away. It broke me into pieces, I crumbled without you near.
The moonlight lit up my weary face, Which was filled with disgust and disgrace. I walked at a slow and feeble pace, I was a just a hopeless, lost case.
Was I just stupid. Or was I right. These questions keep me up all night. Did you love me. Did you not. Did you even care a lot. Were you sincere. Or were you fake. Were you just a big mistake.
So this is for you, The one I love and adore, I've never met anyone, That I care about more. You're perfect to me, In every way, You're the only one who Makes everything ok.
He held her in his arms, She breathed in his scent, He kissed her forehead, She knew what this meant. He loved her so dearly, She loved him too, He would never let her go. She would always be true.
I saw you just the other day, For the first time in weeks, You made the effort to talk to me, It was nice to catch up, to speak.
You must be an angel, Sent down to me. In a room full of people, You're all I see. My heart skips a beat, As you walk towards me, Time seems to stop, You smile, broadly.
Thoughts, why won't you come back, Why can't I write at all. I think I have writers block, ...so I won't even attempt to make this rhyme. :P.
We were so perfect when we're were together. Everything in the world seemed better, everything was beautiful. We were so perfect, once upon a time.
I don't like that you play, Mind games with me, You never let me win, You don't play fairly. I don't like that you Can't ever be serious, You're quite often shady, And sometimes mysterious.
Please don't leave, I beg you, I'm awful on my own. Please can we talk about this. You can't leave me alone. Don't you walk out that door, And leave me standing here. Please, let's try and work it...
You ask me why I'm wary, Why I'm scared of falling for you, You wonder why I can't seem To believe that you'll stay true.
She lay there on her back, staring up at the ceiling. She wasn't looking at anything in particular, just up. She reached her hand out and let it rest in the empty space beside her.
She sleepily opened her eyes to see him lying next to her, his eyes locked onto her. He was beautiful. His deep, brown eyes lit up as he saw she was awake, and a smile spread across his tired face.
I finally have a job. Happy days!.
Currently at rank 1022 ...For a day, I guess this isn't so bad :D.
I lay there perfectly silent, Safely next to you, I'm happy in your company, Only you will do. You make me feel complete, I know that this is true.
You still have my heart, So how can I Ever move on And say goodbye. You still have my heart So how can I Give it to someone else, Another guy.
If only you could realise, How much I miss your face, The way you used to smile at me, And the way you taste. I miss the way you touched me, And the way you held me tight.
"I fell in love like you fall asleep: slowly, then all at once." - Hazel, The Fault In Our Stars.
"I lacked courage and she had a boyfriend and I was gawky and she was gorgeous and I was hopelessly boring and she was endlessly fascinating." - Looking For Alaska.
I wish you were here to see me, Today, when I'm so strong. I conquered all my demons. You believed in me all along. I wish you could be proud of me, And see me standing tall.
Don't you try to change me, Don't you even dare, I like me just the way I am, I'm free, without a care. Don't you try to change me, Let me just be me, I don't try to change you, do I.
There's nothing in this world, That could make me love you less. Even after you've gone away, And left me here, a mess. I still can't seem to hate you, Although I know I should.
Laying in bed with various ideas running through my head. I just keep writing a ton of random stuff. I've missed writing. I've decided I'm going to do it a lot more often :).
I wish I could capture a memory, And replay it in my mind, A clear recollection, So perfect, so refined..
They told me I was foolish, For getting close to you, They said you were incapable Of loving someone too.
I never thought you'd see me, Lying here this way, I thought you didn't want me, That you'd left and gone away.