20 May 2012
I lie in my bed just thinking. Thinking about everything. It runs through my mind so fast. I cant keep up.
I get butterflys from one thing, Than i get a flash of insecurity from another. I feel like people care, Than i feel like im worthless and nothing.
I dont know what to think anymore because i do care what others think. I thought i didnt, But thats what i revolve myself around.
Because i am follower not a leader i dont have personal choices. Im not confident in my self, I never was, I never will be,
Im diffrent from others and thats fine, If thats me, Than so be it.
Think • Opuss № I