7 March 2013
Okay, so I'm not really sure what's going on in my heart. I'm trying to do some heart inventory, but it just isn't working too well. I'm kind of in this spot where I know what I'm doing wrong and I want to do right, but I'm not completely sure how to purge my life of the bad. For one though, I should plan on not going out on weekends. I can do other things. I can go see a movie, go pray. Do whatever else. Jesus, help me to serve to the best of my ability tomorrow at practice. Allow me to control my tongue and my thoughts. Especially about other people. Father, thank You for allowing me to sleep today and do my laundry. Although they seem like simple things, they really are huge. I ask that You would give me energy tomorrow as I begin to write my critique. Thank You for allowing me to do well on my biology test, Jesus. That's such a relief. I ask that You would help me to have a desire to work hard in the things I do. I pray also that I would grow in my passion for rappelling. Father, if that's what I'm given, I pray my heart would be sold out to that task and I would teach those kids to the best of my ability. I ask also that I might grow in my talent. Jesus, thank You also for giving me such a huge desire to go and work this summer. I am so excited that You have provided a way. God, You are so good to me. I ask that you would fill me and allow me not to miss Grandma, Danny, and Booner. Jesus, You know I'm struggling with that. I ask that Bai, RA, and Ben would do well on their test tomorrow. Back to my struggle though, I don't want to wish it away and I want to endure it, but man do I miss them. Please help me to grow from this experience from losing them. Jesus, continue to grow Grandma and I together. Thank You for me not having any regrets with Grandma Fred. I love you Jesus and I want to grow in You more. I thank You for all of Your love and Your blessings.
Heart Questions • Opuss № I