10 April 2012
i am gonna try to mend this broken heart of mine. it hurts again, but this is okay, im gonna be fine.. this is for someone, a song, a poem, written as i toss on my bed, trying to catch my sleep.. one of those impromptu moments but sincerest at the very least.. untitled but not unrelated to every heart that is breaking.. ..........………………………
i’ve tried everything i can do, babe wallow myself in misery til late the fool in me thought you’d come back and save me from losing my track i’ve tried everything there is to do, babe cried for years til love turns to hate then i tried running by smiling, laughing but something was still there, missing
it was you all along, i couldn’t say goodbye it was you all along, i need to say goodbye remember this heart is always yours forever and a day, it will be yours
you said hello and i said hi you said goodbye and i said bye you came back, i couldn't figure out why i was scared, thought it was a lie wondered if it’s a dream, a wonderful dream a long lost joy i can barely scream i asked for a moment, a month was given and for the second time, it’s you who’s leavin’ asking for a break, what break? a break from me, for our sake? please forgive me, i’m losing my senses bear with me, i’m breaking ‘to pieces
it was you alone, i could love the best it was yours alone, my heart to keep no less all i want, too, is we laugh together and if God permits, a lifetime with each other
tried to build up a new life, that i did i did not forget you, that i didn’t gonna try to build up another one you’ll be proud of me when i’m fin’lly done i believe you and i will wait for you i know you’ll come, no matter what you do ‘case you forget, i’ll remind you whenever ‘cos all i know is i love you forever i’m gonna be stronger you will see so there’ll be no tears if you forget me hurting you will be the last thing i do i really do love you, and you know it’s true
When a heart breaks.. • Opuss № I