26 July 2012
**yay! Reached chapt 10! *happy summer funtime dance* Ehem. **
The first thing I realized was that I was full of lust and want for Rich- but it was wrong. Jonah would be so pissed if he walked in right now to see this. But something about this boy who was so much like me and could understand what its like to act a certain way- Dad grounds me if the slightest rude comment slips through my mouth, yet he can curse and me and my friends however he wants. And thats how Rich's dad is. And Rich is like me mentally too- unsure of where we are even headed in life but you need to just live in the moment sometimes. Sensitive but strong headed, and easy to temper. Yes. I was full of lust for him now, and i wanted him. "But Jonah...." i muttered through the kiss. Rich pulled away, eyes glowing with feelings. "I- I forgot... im sorry...." but he didnt move any further away, our noses touching. Speaking softly, i say, " I can already tell Im full of lust for you... Im not saying this is right though. I mean, Jonah and I are a couple." Ive never been so damn stressed over picking a choice when one was so plainly right an the other... Not so right. Rich smiled playfully. "Indulge in the lust and be in the wrong. Atleast.... For now." and he kissed me again, passionate and sweet. And lustful. And this time, I didnt back off. I felt as though I craved this new interest. But whats lust of him over love of Jonah? Maybe.... Maybe one night doing this with him wont be bad... "Okay," I whispered, grining naughtily, and Rich laid me back down onto the chaise. ••• When Claire had called later, I just said he apoligized and we talked and all went good. That seemed to satisfy her, which i was glad of. I met Jonah later at the park. "Howd it go?" Jonah asked without greeting me. "Ummm, how about a hello?" I asked sarcastically. He sighed. "Sorry, Baby. Its just that summers almost over and weve been doin great so far...I.... I just dont want to screw things up." "Baby," I said sympathetically, rubbing his back. He turned towards me and I kissed him, stirring up more emotional distress over my mental war between Rich and Jonah. Jonah moved his hand to the back of my jaw, holding my head against his. I opened my eyes a tiny bit as a reaction to his tongue on my lip when I saw Rich- staring right at me. I parted my lips slightly to keep Jonah from being suspicious. Rich winked and blew me a kiss, which made me smile into the kiss. When Jonah pulled away, he darted into the nearest door- AKA, the woman's bathroom. "Leia, youre a good kisser," Jonah said flirtaciously, winking. Clearly he wanted more. "Ill be back, Jonah. Gotta go..... Powder my nose." He laughed. "Alright Darling." As soon as I closed the door, Rich popped out at me. "Surprise!" "What the hell! You come here when Im with Jonah after you said it was a one night only thing?" "Nights not over yet!" I meant to say, "Excuse me?" but it got lost in the kiss. And those warm feelings pumped through me again. "Show me what you just showed Jonah," Rich said teasingly. Out of want, I did. Damn, I could just not win tonight.
***not meaning to sound all Twilighty or anything but... Team Rich or Team Jonah? If you comment itll influence Leias desicion.... ;) and after the entire story is done, I will reveal what team im on! Likes and comments please! Luv ya guys! Alyssa
Midnight Blue Chapt 10 • Opuss № I