29 April 2012
I have been pondering for a while Of petty things that took me a thousand miles The thought of you gave me a smile Swept away this thing they call black bile
You were once a stranger I know nothing of As time goes by your mysteries unfold You became someone I would rather hold Than leave on the cliff hanging alone
Divulged to me of what you feel Felt your passion, I know it's for real Though words, merely written and not spoken Flown to me like they were softspoken
The zest that you give, I hope it won't last But time seems to be ticking so fast Do I need to worry or just stay at ease? Cause your presence it seems to keep me in peace
I find it hard to see what I really feel But you've been in paintings I do paint in a while Been in songs that I try to write I believe this is something that is right
The mystery seems to lie inside of me I may have caged something that is unsettling Cause I have always been keeping things out of sight Trying to suppress things with all my might
I may or may not have been a torment But it seems to be haunting, creeping back to me Yet I chose to keep these baffling feelings Undistorted view I seek, it might take some time, bear with me
I guess time isn't my friend But dreams do exist, it is where I can mend Things that seem to be in restrain Then this, I hope, forever will remain
My heart did not see yours out of pity Confused of what I feel or is it just your company? I find it arduous to express myself freely Can't seem to find the words that will match my feelings
I am not yet prepared to write a vow But I simply want you by my side somehow Believing in fairytales, will you hold your breath for me? Or am I being selfish, asking for too much; do you agree?
Should we let go of the red balloons we held and stray? Should we act like this is nothing and continue our old ways? Or should we let this feeling grow or die as time flies? These are some of the questions that linger in my mind Still I am patient for what answers lie behind
In Time • Opuss № I