They told me I wouldn't regret it.
That'd I'd be so so happy.
So I did it..
And all my nerves felt like they were going to explode.
My chest hurt and I wanted to sleep.
I knew the answer.
Apparently they couldn't see the plain truth.
So they forced me into something I didn't want to do.
And when the reply came it burnt.
I suddenly hated my own skin.
I couldn't stand myself.
I wished I had a different mind.
I didn't know what to say.
I couldn't believe the mistake I had made.
But it's too late now.
So I've stood back up.
And I'm ready to play.
I'm ready to pretend it's not what I'm thinking about.
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