22 January 2013
I felt the soft sensation under my toes as the waves slowly crashed against them. I was there again, at the beach, standing completely still and just staring across the horizon. I could feel the wet sand under my feet lightly sink between my toes, causing a soft smile to rise across my plump lips. I didn't want to be here, well not alone at least but my feet kept myself still as my mind willed me to go home. I turned my back to the sea to watch as all the family's started to pack away, kids running to their cars squealing as their parents try their hardest to keep up with them, their arms overflowing with spades and buckets, towels and sun cream. I'd always wanted a family, a husband and a child, maybe two. I've only just left high school you see, but I'm different. Everybody knew from the start that nobody would love me. So this summer, I was spending it laying on the sand and wishing my life away. In other words, all alone.
Summer Sun • Opuss № I