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I don't really used this anymore. Not the my love d writing has died. I jut don't have the time to post 12 times a day to get the sort of recognition I am After.
Sometimes you don't say things for effect or raise. You don't require approval or acknowledgment you just need to say then. To help you make sense of it and to stop you going mad.
Adult Content -18+ Stacey kissed Adam, still able to taste her own juice on his tongue.
This year I promise to be better. Be the best that I can be. Better the who I was in 2012. A better version of me. I promise to eat right. And work out every day. To drink 2 litres of water.
I is for imagination, something you never lack. L is for laughter, something you can always make us achieve. O is for obvious, in everything you do. V is for veil, what I hope to wear for you one day.
Times are changing For better rather then for worse We moving onto the next stage now For both of us it is a first No more being children Responsibility we cannot avoid It's time to be grown ups And...
Adult content - 16+ Adam push Stacey back so she lay flat on the bed, his hands against hers, holding her in place.
If you could see me now. I hope that you would both be proud. Of the person i've become. As you look down from your cloud. I hope i've lived up to your hopes. And havent made real your fears.
I think the time has come. To up and make a change. No longer am I happy here. No long can I wear these chains. It's simply been to long. And know I can see the truth.
To all the times we laugh so hard that we held out sides in pain. To all the times we cried over boys convinces our lives would never be the same.
We all have dreams In many shapes and forms Everyone of them different Many a heart they would warm.
A time of blissful slumber. A time of utter bliss. A time when the darkness fades away. Replaced with your lovers kiss. A dream world full of perfection. Of all you want and more.
I try and fight to urge. To say something that is just mean. I try and act normal. Everything is perfect as it seems. I try to be the angel. The one you think I am to be.
Adult content - 16+ Adam walked into the flat, took of his shoes and left them by the door and walked around. This have Stacey time to calm herself down.
I bring it on myself I suppose For being far to kind Always helping you whenever you ask Never questioning the reason why But as of late I'm feeling neglected I suppose you could ever say ignored A...
I can be fighting back tears. For a love that i once lost. A floodgate ready to exploded. But I don't, too aware of the damage it would cost,. I can be red with anger. Boiling up inside.
Hello. Can you hear me. I'm sanding right here. Hello. Can you see me. Your filling me with fear Hello. Can you feel me. I'm longing to hear you soft tone Hello.
It's funny how people change So drastically beyond recognition The things you found you loved are lost Only to be replaced by traits that make your blood boil What's worst is when you can see the...
Adult content - 16+ The cab stopped outside Stacey's flat, and it took a few seconds for the pair to pull away from each other.
Adult nature 16+ The cab ride home was silent. Two people anticipating a night of passion with someone they didn't even know.
Adult content 16+ Stacey sat at the bar nursing her third glass of wine that night.
Once upon a time. In a land not far away. A lady pirate played a party. To celebrate her coming of age. She invited all her friends. Her family even came to. To drink and be merry.
Happy birthday darling I hear, as I awake with quite a fright My mother greeting me with Champagne and flowers Well isn't this a sight Kiss and kind words all round As the magic day begins Opening...
I'm not quite sure what to say I suppose its been some time I guess I should start with chit chat Make sure everything with you is fine But don't you think it's awkward. All this idle chat.
With each sunrise. I feel things become more bleak. The "life" in which I'm living. Is nothing more then a routine. A rut. Each day fills my heart with sorrow. At the thought of your tips regime.
Whenever I feel lost. Or a little alone. Your always there for me. To comfort me with your soft tone. Whenever I am down. Or feeling a little blue. You make me laugh and forget it all.
I was fed up with work. Fed up with life. Fed up with the drama. Fed up of all the anger and the strife. Felt like getting away. Was the best thing to do. Address my own issues.
I scream. You scream. Words of hatred. And of disgust. No longer are there lustful glances. And sweet embraces. Just augments and frustration. Happy times in the past. So much anger.
For to long I've been the one. You all turn to in your times of need. Given up my own time. Been the one to lead. Helped you all through everything. The good the bad and all the rest.
Take off the make up. Shed your disguise. Let's there be no more secrets. Let there be no lies. The make up is only a mask. To hide who you really are. The make up is a front. To hard your many scars.
I not usually super confidant. But I have more confidence then this. Don't know what's wrong with me. Feel like everyones expectations I miss. Feel like everyones talking.
Today I had the heartbreaking phone call from one of my beat friends telling me that her mum had been having an affair and that she was leaving her dad.
Looking at photos. You look the same. Still wearing the same clothes. The same smile. The same pose. But yet something changed. The sparkle the used to light up a room has gone.
#OpussDailyChallenge Although my names Rebecca One b never two The times at which I'm called that Really are quite few Rebecca is a biblical name Although I'm far from a saint It means to tie or...
Pretty cheeky - 18+ only.
I used to be quite lonely. In a world of constant pain. I didn't think it would be possible. To even find love again. But when you can along. You proved that I was wrong. You helped me see the light.
I can't believe the time has come. The time to say farewell. It feels like its come to soon. I guess it's hard to tell. We've had our share of laughter. And also that of tears.
Sad. Pathetic. Worthless. That's how you make me feel. Boring. Unworthy. Ugly. Insecurities which are now so real. Fat. Disgusting. Rancid. Words repeating on my mind. Loser. Pathetic. Freak.
Her smile lights up a room. As it tugs so firmly on my heart. Her eyes sparkle like diamonds. Contact with which I hope I never part. Her laugh sends shock waves through me. Of pure and utter bliss.
Take me back to those days. When we had no cares. Life was one big adventure. We weren't bothered by people's lingering stares. The highlight of the day was break time.
Let go of all your fears. For they are only holding you back. Let go of all your hang ups. Your the only person who thinks your fat. Let go of all your troubles. Its time to move on.
Tears cascade down your cheeks. As you say your final farewells. Embrace so tightly. Longing of this sadness no one tells. Inside your broken. Inside your lost. Empty and helpless.
Surely there is more then this.
Feeling inspired Creativity boiling over Ideas running round my mind Slowly taking form But when it comes to putting pen to paper I'm lost The words cannot be found Writers block sucks.
I'm sick of being the bad guy. I'm sick of always being wrong. I'm sick of you constant moaning. I'm sick of marching to a different song. I'm sick of all your games. I'm sick of all your lies.
Sometimes all it takes. Is a smile from a stranger. The embrace of someone you've missed. A thank you from a passer by. The lightning bolts of a first kiss. A photo to remind you.
I know I'm not that funny. I know I'm not that bright. I know I'm often lost for words. I know I don't have perfect sight. I know I'm not the fastest. Or athletic in anyway.
What happened to us.
Trying to find some answers. In a world that's full of questions. Things that were once so simple. Now are all mixed up. Complicated by others and there emotions. Things are slowly drowning.
A feeling like this no word can explain No picture can portray No film can symbolise A feeling like this is so rare So precious and so true For some its just a fleeting moment Soft and warm...
Everyone knows the definition of friendship, but just incase you didn’t: Friendship [frend-ship] –noun 1. The state of being a friend; association as friends: to value a person's friendship. 2.
No touch required I'm already yours So openly So willingly Here to please you In any way that you wish Your desires become my own As we fulfil each other Why is it only you Who can effect me in...
This is another extract from my novel - hope you enjoy x Lucy paced the room, she wasn’t sure when Matt would come home but she knew she wanted to be up and awake when he did.
There are so many people in this world. 6741341066 to be persist.
This is a random extract from a novel I've been writing - please be gentle with me - its my baby :) That night Lucy dreamed of what she could only describe as heaven.
Lock eyes across a crowded room Forbidden love Dreaming of those eyes Those lips Those arms That...
You see a girl. You see a smile. You are what some may class as beauty. You see perfection. And you make an assumption. This girl must be happy. A smile the lights up the darkest of nights.
Sometimes words are not enough. Actions are not louder. There is no word to express the sorrow inside. No form of music. Dance. Rhyme. Or routine. Pain is simply there. Numbing you from the core.
Whats wrong with being different.
Walls are closing in. Time is running out. My mind is like a puzzle. To impossible to work out. Feelings now mean nothing. Emotions can't be shown. No matter what someone says.
Tear's will roll. And laughter will stop. Memories are always the same. But people are not. You walk out the door. You head held high. But inside your broken. You just want to cry.
Do you ever look back and really regret something you have done. Do you ever look forward as wonder if it will all be ok. Do you ever think "if only I had done that different".
As time goes by we grow. Some of us grow wise. Some of us grow old. Some of us grow to make decisions that we wish we could take back. Some of us grow up to fast. Some of us never grow up at all.
I sometimes sit and look out of the window at night. I'm not actually looking for anything in particular. I just find it therapeutic, looking up at the stars. The stillness. The silence.
Sometimes you have to cry so you have the strength to smile. Sometimes you have to go through pain before you can understand why. Sometimes you have to deal with the bad, in order to see the good.
Death, It is something that we are faced with everyday. Whether it be the death of another human or the death of an innocent flower. It is something that we are all familiar with.
We're made to believe that when we're young we have all the time to work out what we want to do with our lives. But when do you finally work it out.
Like swans who have there soul mate Or penguins and doves for that matter too I know that you’re the one for me And nothing less then forever will do.
Nothing more then strangers. Passing in the street. A fleeting memory passing by. Trying to remember if we ever did met. The outside looks the same,. The features imprinted in your mind.
My name is Becky. I'm twenty three years old and I have been with my boyfriend for five years (six in October).